"Anointed  Messages"
February 07, 2002       
" The Child "
To bless thee "Heavenly Father" do I come . To partake in the riches
   of thy glory .
       Holy "Father" as thy child this day, permitted entrance is requested of thee .
        Acceptance into thy holy presence .  To uplift my voice unto thee
         my "Father "to love  and to bless thee .
                 Words do fail me my Lord in the expression of thankfulness and gratitude
I cannot find in the spoken word .
             My only knowledge is of thy great love and forgiveness .
                Forgiveness to be all that I can be in thee .
                 All thy original creation was meant to be .
         Thy child O' "God "was taken at an early age into a land of wickedness and sin
         these paths I walked upon alone and in agony     Knowledege of thee my "Father" thy strength and power unknown to me .
    The darkness over took my life in a mind of constant confusion and the need to survive .
   Caught in the clutches of the hands of evil .
       Robbed of all joy of childhood, the "Jesus" of all the other children I had never met .
His cleanliness and honesty, his morality and truthfulness were not found
                    in the midst of the surrounding I survived within .
     The "Lord Jesus Christ" of today, dwelling within my heart and spirit
          my life and my hope .
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         This was a non existent "Lord Jesus" never was I known to him.
Even as a child the Jesus of the other children never was mine to behold .
Distanced from reality into a land of pain and suffering was my abode  .
Fear was the ruling spirit, manipulated and destroyed emotionally before the age
of ability to cope .
The dreams of my childhood were to escape into the land of non existence to me.
          The nightmarish dreams were only a created reality of a child abused and unloved .
    The outer shell covering of myself was not to be penetrated, the child
                 of great agony was alone within the walls of her own doing .
             No way in and no way out .
Unloved and disjointed from reality survival became the focus .
Live through the nightmarish life and in agony wonder if this is all of life .
     Other people laughed around me even the other children were joyful .
      My exterior laughed also, but my bruised heart and damaged spirit never laughed .
The childhood joyfulness was not to be found only the darkness of evil .
  The enemy always lurked about awaiting every opportunity to ravage
             an already destroyed child of darkness .
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  Mercy was not sought of thee O' my "Lord" this child knew you not to ask
      Only the evil surrounding of the spirit possessed my heart and mind .
      The grip upon my thoughts kept me captive and bound .
  Always in life the darkness permeated my very soul, all there was, was the existence of evil .
Within the surroundings of my life were people of evil nature
        and were seeking only to destroy me .
  Each one his own havoc did reek, leaving thy child more
              helpless and hopeless .
The agony was always in the weight of my heartless chest
          tearless eyes cried no longer .
   Anger and bitterness took over the place of suffering and shame .
    The already destroyed life of thy child was over ridden with sadness
                 and grief for the child of hopelessness .
        The tears she wept the cries although silent were never heard .
  The pain of her life continued, always on the paths of destruction thy child walked .
Desperate and refusing to be overtaken by the enemy, the heart hardened  the mind was set .
  Acceptance of all love and comfort was refused .
          The cost was too high always .
My "Father" words do fail me, how does this child of deliverance speak words of thankfulness
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  The rescue of the hellish life, the casting out of the demonic possession
     and the separation from evil .
Thankfulness and gratitude cannot say unto thee my Lord
     of how I love thee .
        To idolize thee "Holy Father" thy child of suffering in rescue
         does idolize thee .
       To worship thee "Holy Father", to love thee is my life .
     Healed is thy child of all suffering and remorse all guilt, nothing 
           can convience thy child of anything but ye my "Father" .
        Thy love for me I do know, my heart my "Father" is thy heart
        given to replace the damaged and broken one .
A compassion of love and the need to rescue the unfortunate is thy heart .
Blessed am I "Holy Father" thy holy light one day found thy child walking
      upon the path of destruction .
  Offered was love and comfort, a cleansing of all sin and evil from my life .
           A spiritual cleansing to restore thy child to the original creation .
  Through thee my "Father" I have found life and hope .
   A peace with the days of long ago and a forgiveness of all and everyone .
That comes from knowing you are my "Father God" and I am your child .
Nothing can change that, never again will the darkness overtake me and rule my life .
Only thee my "Father", my love .
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