I know why gay teens are depressed, I know why so many try to kill themselves, I know why we always feel alone, and knowing all that won’t change a thing! And do you know why?! Gay culture gives us two options… sleep with everyone or sleep with no-one.
I get hit on constantly, and it’s not by people who want to take me home and have me as their one and only forever… not unless it’s tied to a bed… no, they want a quickie, they want to know what it’s like to get some fresh young ass for once… So, what makes me so different? Well… I will tell you, I would rather die then conform to ANYONE, gay, straight, bi, whatever… You want my heart? Vow to never leave me… sign your life over to me; show me that I’m special… Give me something to love, not something to leave.
I will tell you now, I am not a god, but I am as close as any mortal can get… I want someone with a heart, someone who can love, and someone who won’t wander out and come back after entering the ass of every slut at the bar… No, I’m not bringing this up now because of some huge issue happening in my life, for once I’m feeling calm, at piece, and I’m not looking for anyone… I started school today and it was AWSOME!!! Yes… That’s right; I started school and loved it.
Why is it so impossible to find a boyfriend in this wonderful world we live in? I’ll tell you why… The typical male, any male wants sex all the time, and from different people constantly, that’s how we get genetic diversity, and we get lots of babies… The typical Woman wants to have one man her entire life; therefore straight men have to settle down with a woman, and that’s why you hear so many stories about cheating husbands… Remember… If they cheat once they will cheat again… “Cheat once, shame on them… Cheat twice, shame on you.”
Gay males have the luxury of being able to find lots of partners who want to have random sex, usually unprotected, and when they can’t find someone who wants random sex, they find someone who wants a long term, spend the weekend with them, and then destroy them mentally by saying they love them, having sex with them, and then ditching them for someone else.
Bisexual guys have the candle burning at both ends… when they can find an easy girl, she’s fare game, when they can’t, they go for random guys…
Bi-curious is a term to either cover being gay, or that means when they’re really horny, they don’t give a fuck who gets them off…
Lesbians are the only ones who live in long happy relationships… they move in with each other an hour after meeting and stay together until they drive each other COMPLETELY crazy.
So if you are like me and want a long term, meaningful relationship… you had better be a lesbian, or give me a shout… ^_^
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