I can still picture you smiling,
With those cute little dimples;
You always seemed so happy,
I guess it wasn't that simple.
Deep down inside, something was wrong;
You covered it with laughter and acted so strong.
I'll miss seeing you in the halls,
And talking to you in class;
I'll miss joing around with you,
And all the time that has passed.
You were full of life, a good person no doubt;
The reasons you had for doing this, I'll never figure out.
In the time I knew u,
Right up to the end;
I knew you as a sweet person,
A good student, a friend.
We'll reunite in heaven, so I'll see you then;
But until that day, you'll never be forgotten.
- By Joanna Johnson -
Life is meaningless again.
Every passing moment only brings pain and regret.
I'm alone inside myself,
But accompainied by unwanted thoughts.
There's nothing inside.
With each day I only fade further away.
There's no more feeling.
Left as one alone.
How could I have believed what you said.
I save your words.
The words that kill me.
I save them for you,
So that one day you may die too.
A death of emotions.
Seeing his face light up with fear
Brought tears to my eyes
And screams to my ears
Agony coming from wherever
He went
Pain overcoming all
His time was now spent
He lay there dying
Left and alone
His whole body crying
His eyes locked in a zone
Fading away
His body goes limp
Another life
Has come and went
What is love?
Is it words, emotions, feelings, pain, heartache?
Is it a combination?
For it is something that leaves my heart beating
as loud and hard as thunder rolling
Across the gentle waves of the sea.
My emotions are kept in a bottle
Waiting to be set free.
What is pain?
Is it punishment, a way of life, a learning tree?
For pain is the hot burning tears
Which fall upon my face.
Pain is a fear, a fear we let take over our life.
Pain can be erased.
What is happiness?
Is it laughter, enjoyment, vanity?
My happiness is the smile
That people put on my face.
It's the recognition I get
For doing something good, something right.
It's knowing that I'm loved.
Sometimes I despise happiness and love
And I feed into pain.
People will hurt me
So to make it fair, I hurt myself.
I'm flying, it's like I'm standing on a bridge
And there's one more step
Until I take my final leap into death.
Sometimes I get scared and think, "Life is a game, I must win."
I feel seperated from the rest of the world,
And I feel angry all the time.
My soul slowly takes it all in and then...
Nobody knows.
Some say there is a mystery in human hearts.
But I say, is this all thoughts,
Or do I really know something
About hurting and pain?
The answer:
I know, I see, I feel, I hear, I cry...
Farewell.
I feel so free as the
Wind brushes by me.
I close my eyes,
And, I feel so calm.
The hurt so far away,
And my life is just a memory.
Peace is at hand
And I'm not scared.
I embrace it greatfully
As the darkness falls quick,
As I faint.
Tonight is the last time I
Can look for shelter here
Tonight is the last time I
Should call fo you and cry
Tonight is the last time I
Can be true in light
Tonight is the last time I
Will whisper your name
Tonight is the last time I
Am strong enough to die
Tonight is the last time I
Will let myself break down
Tonight is the last time I
Can touch your face
Tonight is the last time I
Will take a breath inside
Tonight is the last.