| Getting To The Truth Ja ja Jaded You gotch yo mama's style But you're yesterday's child to me So jaded You think that's where it's at but is that where it's supposed to be You're gettin' it all over me X rated Carly stood still, watching her husband and his attorney. They were standing so close and his hands were resting on her shoulders. Carly closed her eyes and silencely counted down from ten. 10,9,8,7,6... But she stopped counting midway and really thought about the scene in front of her. She became even angrier. Alexis and Sonny both jumped in surprise when she slammed the door so hard she was sure the bulletproof windows shook. Sonny and Alexis both turned, finding Carly standing by the door. The expression on her face, a mixture of anger, jealousy and disappointment. Alexis looked between Sonny and his hotheaded wife, shaking her head and wondering what he could possibly see in someone like her. My my baby blue Yeah I been thinkin about you My my baby blue Yeah you're so jaded And I'm the one that jaded you "You know where to find me when you're ready," Alexis said, picking up her things. Carly was still rooted at the door. Alexis and Carly stared at each, neither of them saying anything. Carly moved aside and opened the door. Slamming it again as soon as Alexis was outside, before turning to her husband. "She was your business?!?" Carly questioned bitterly. Hey Ja ja Jaded In all it's misery It will always be what I love and hated, And maybe take a ride to the other side We're thinkin' of We slip into the velvet glove And be jaded "Yes, my business was with Alexis. Carly, we've talked about this before. She is my attorney," Sonny said, knowing the direction the conversation was heading. My my baby blue Yeah I'm thinkin' 'bout you My my baby blue Yeah I'm so jaded and baby i'm afraid a you "I know that. It's something you don't let me forget, not that I could if I wanted to. You spend more time with her than you do with me!!" Carly yelled, tears were flowing now. "She knows more about your life, than I do," she added sadly. Your thinkin's so complicated I've had it all up to here But it's so overrated Love and hate it Wouldn't trade it Love me Jaded "Look, you know that I can't tell you everything, especially about business matters. Alexis knows because I pay her to know," Sonny said, his voice rising in anger. Ja ja jaded There ain't no baby please Where I'm shootin' the breeze with her When everything you see is a blur And extasy's what you prefer "For once, Sonny, I'd like to be the first to know, instead of the last person in town!!" Carly shouted. "Fine! You want to know why Alexis was here?" Sonny asked, moving closer to her. Carly didn't reply to his question. She just continued to look at him with teary eyes. "Zander was kidnapped tonight...Alexis was panicking as usual. She's gotten way too close to Zander for my liking. She's losing her edge," Sonny said. Carly shook her head. "You just don't get it, do you?" Carly realized. "You wanted to know why I couldn't meet you for dinner. I'm telling you the reason," Sonny explained. "This isn't just about tonight," Carly said. She took a deep breath. "You...have this way of making me feel...unimportant. I'm not even sure you realize you're doing it." Sonny looked at her in shock, but he saw the pain shining in her eyes. He knew she really believed it. "Carly, you're the most important thing in my life. Everything I do is to keep you and Michael safe," Sonny said. Carly looked at him, their eyes locking in an intense stare. She finally broke the silence with a statement that rocked Sonny to his soul. "I guess keeping me safe is more important than loving me," Carly stated, heading toward the stairs. "I love you, Carly," Sonny promised. She turned to meet his eyes. "There's more to love than just saying it, Sonny," Carly responded. Sonny raised his brow and a smiled threaten to surface. "I know that. I thought I was giving you what you needed." Carly screamed in pure frustration. "I'm not talking about sex Sonny. But of course you would think about it. I don't understand why men think sex fixes everything. Well let me clue you in..." she said, while moving back to her husband. "It's doesn't!!" "Then what the hell do you want from me?" Sonny yelled, as she reached the top of stairs. "Nothing.." she sighed in defeat. "Absolutely, nothing." My my baby blue(blue blue blue yeah) Yeah I'm talkin' 'bout you My my baby blue(blue blue blue yeah) Yeah I've been thinkin' bout you My my baby blue Yeah you're so jaded (Jaded) Jaded (Jaded) Cause I'm the one that jaded you "Carly," Sonny called, but she never looked back. He heard their bedroom door slam. "Women!" he exclaimed, fixing himself a drink. The End Jaded by Aerosmith (Tyler, Frederiksen) |
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