about emotions is that each individual is responsible for their own emotions
1 Megan. Kendra didnt make Josh mad, Josh made Josh mad. Its not a cop out,
Its simply what is.
2 Megan: she lied.
3 Megan: it doesnt make it any more right.
2 Angels: make what right?
4 Megan: her lie.
3 Angels: what was her lie?
5 Megan: her omittance i guess
4 Angels: she can talk to whomever she please and doesnt need anyone
elses permission nor does she have to explain herself to anyone either
5 Angels: not even Josh
6 Megan: no and i agree that its a stupid thing
7 Megan: but she chose josh and she knows the rules and she knows he wont deal
with her talking to you and by her covering it up she understood that.
6 Angels: rules?
8 Megan: if she wants to talk to you whatever let her..but she knows what
situation she is in and she put herself there
7 Angels: this is life Megan... there are no rules
9 Megan: so she needs to play ball.
10 Megan: and this is life joe why the fuck do you defend her after all she
does is shit on you?!
8 Angels: Its called moving on
11 Megan: yea well i dont see what you see then.
9 Angels: and any situation that would arise from this would be one
that Josh created
12 Megan: you know what..josh told me to chose last night and i flat out
laughed in his face
10 Angels: choose?
13 Megan: i WILL NOT chose and anyone who would make me isnt worth keeping
around..
11 Angels: as in between him and me?
14 Megan: yea whatever
15 Megan: yea.
16 Megan: but she did
17 Megan: and she did easily
18 Megan: and she didnt give two shits about it either way.
19 Megan: so yea..he may have created the situation
20 Megan: but she played along.
12 Angels: thats exactly what im talking about... I have no hostility
towards Josh, anything that happens is because he creates it. Its not her
fault if he gets angry, he just needs to understand that not everyone who
fucks up in a relationship has to be erased from ones life.
21 Megan: well thats the way it works with him
22 Megan: and in her knowing that she chooses that.
23 Megan: so yea..if she wants him she plays by that
24 Megan: she blocked you and shes not talking to you anymore
25 Megan: god ...you know what bothers me about this whole thing?
26 Megan: the fact that you still sit there and like defend her..
27 Megan: it pisses me off so bad
13 Angels: when did she block me?
28 Megan: it hurts me more that she hurts you than she could ever hurt josh
29 Megan: apparently last night.
14 Angels: well if that tends to be the case... then I will realize
that indeed you are right and Kendra is merely a pawn in Joshs' little game.
30 Megan: everyone is
31 Megan: thats how he likes it
15 Angels: are you a pawn Megan?
32 Megan: thats the only way you can be with him
33 Megan: no....but after 6 years of being his little bitch i finally figured
it out
34 Megan: ive earned the right to bitch at him and put him in his place
35 Megan: and he knows it
36 Megan: NO one else could laugh at his ultimatums and get away with it.