well, here I am again typing out some of my thoughts for the few readers there are. you know, if I hadn't met the wolf pack, and I see other people doing the stuff they do, in my mind I'd go "what the fuck are you people even doing stuff like that for, its a fucking waste of time and pointless....sigh, retards" *laughs*, no serious, thats what I may have thought. but now that I've known them and grown to become family, I've changed for abit, and begin to realize how fun and meaningful those stuffs actually are hahaz...I think its just most of the modern people don't bother to do and appreciate the plain feelings that generate from some of the most seemingly pointless things. thats just my thought though.
well, main stuffs for the day now. later xin wei may come over to use the gym at my place. and I'm sick now, sore throat and phlegm. meh, at least, you know theres a saying that idiots don't fall sick? well, that proves I'm not one *laughs* sigh, now that its the holidays, and some people are still having school or exams, time just passes by a tad too slowly, though I don't want it to go by too fast till the hols ends! hahaz.
yesterday night, I sat on my bed thats beside my desk, listening to the songs in my phone play before I slept. as I listened, subconciously I realized my memories blurring up, and subconciously started to rewind my mind's filmstrip. heart's scar lit up for a while, searing pain throbbed. it was enough to bring a tear down, even though it has been so long. I guess thats what happens when you try and recollect so much at once. but yeah, everydays a new day, and so is this one, if only I'm not sick now though....meh