| "baby...I wanna feel you cum..NOW.." I begged as he reached between us and rubbed my wanting clit, swollen and begging for release. I went over the edge. "TAY... NOW!." I screamed and threw my head back as I contracted hard around him, raking my nails down his back. He slammed hard and fast into me and looked into my eyes, sweat pouring from his hair and body. "Please..baby..wanna feel you.." I panted as the last contractions of my orgasm subsided. "OH UHHHH...BABY...OHHHHH god....JESS!" he hollered as I felt his hot release fill me. "MMMmmm..yeah, Tay..that feels good.." He rested his forehead on my chest and ran a hand through my hair as he struggled to catch his breath. He slowly lifted himself off of me and sat on the couch, helping me up to pull me into his arms. He kissed the top of my head and chuckled. "What else can I pierce, if that's the effect it has on you?" I giggled and gave him a light tap on the arm. "You're crazy." I said. "Only about you..' he smiled down at me. We got ourselves redressed and went to the kitchen. I handed Tay a beer and grabbed a coke out of the fridge. We took long pulls off of our drinks and Taylor pulled me into his arms, stroking my hair. "I don't want to go, Jess. I wanna stay here with you." he said softly. "I know baby. I don't want you to go." I answered him. "but you know you have buisness to take care of and so do I. We'll be together soon, right?" I encouraged. "Very soon. I need you, Jessie." "I love you, Tay." I said into his chest. he stroked my hair and kissed the top of my head. |
| We ate lunch at the apartment and Taylor helped me clean up. We moved to the living room and sat together on the couch, Taylor had one arm around me and his beer in the other hand. I laid my head on his chest. "Dammit, Tay. I know it will only be a few days, but...." I sighed. "I know, babe. I'll miss you too." he said and kissed the top of my head. He took a long drink of his beer and set the bottle on the end table. I felt his hand stroke the back of my head and I leaned into it, tilting my head back. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "I know, Jessie." he said softly. "C'mon, baby. We better get going." "Yeah..." I sighed again. Taylor stood giving me a hand up. "I hate this so much.." I muttered under my breath, or so I thought. Taylor turned quickly to me and hugged me tightly to him. "Baby, so do I..." he said and rested his chin on the top of my head. I hugged him back and took another deep breath. "I'm sorry, Tay. You weren't supposed to hear me say that. I know it's just as hard for you...I promise I won't make it any worse." "It's okay, Jessie. I like knowing that you miss me as much as I miss you. Not much longer though.." he told me and kissed me lightly on the lips. "Yeah.." was all I could manange. |
| Once again we were in the car on the way to the airport. We did all the routine things that I was getting accustomed to, and waited for his flight to be announced. Inevtiably it was. I kissed him passionately and hugged him tightly. "I love you baby..see you soon." I said. "I love you too, Jessie...soon.." he said and took my left hand in his squeezing it and kissing my ring finger. I smiled through the tears that were sliding down my cheeks already. "Go silly... I'll see you in Detroit. I love you.." I said again and watched him walk down the corridor. He turned and smiled. "I love you, Jess." he said loudly, so that heads turned to see where the statment came from. "I love you too, you nut!" I said equally as loud, so he could hear me as he walked backwards up the ramp. He disappeared into the corridor and I dried my eyes. I went to my car and drove myself home, noticing that everything smelled like him. |
| I got to my apartment and let myself in. I looked around at all the boxes and things and sighed. I would be glad to move, to be near Taylor and his family, but I would miss my little place. Hopefully, I could find something similar in Tulsa. I sure as hell wasn't going to stay with Jakey, Tay and I hadn't even discussed a wedding date, and I didn't think he'd be spending too many nights at home and Jake desrved some privacy, too. I didn't want Jake feeling like he needed to babysit me when he could be having a good time and find the woman of his dreams. I didn't need watching anyway. If there was one thing that bothered me about my brother or Taylor, it was the fact that they were so damned overprotective. I loved them both, but for pete's sake, I COULD take care of myself. I took care of me and Gramma for years when she started getting sick. I sighed and twirled my ring on my hand. I wished she was here now, she'd be happy. Another tear slipped down my cheek. I brushed it away and got up to start packing the rest of my things. No sense in sitting around being miserable. I turned the stereo on and finished packing the dished and things in the kitchen. I moved into my bedroom to finish that, what a chore! I had lived in this apartment so long that there were things I had completely forgotten I owned. I started a pile of things to take to goodwill. My back was starting to be uncomfortable so I got up to stretch and walk around a minute. I went to the living room and noticed that Taylor had left his beer bottle sitting on the end table. I picked it up and went back into the kitchen, I looked at the countertop, remembering the few conversations Taylor and I had had in here. I closed my eyes. He always would touch me, or rest his forehead on mine as he talked to me. I wanted him here in my arms right now. I took a deep breath and went back into the other room. I started to turn the stereo up again when there was a loud knock on my door. |
| "Just a sec..." I went to the door and opened it. "Hey sis..how ya doin'?" Jake was standing ther smiling at me. "Hi, Jakey. Come on in..want a beer?" I asked. "No. Just a coke, Jess, if you have one.." he said and followed me to the kitchen. I stuck my head in the fridge and found him a Diet Coke. I handed it to him. "Diet's all I have, Jake." "It's cool. Hey did Tay make it out ok?" he asked. I swallowed hard and nodded, feeling the tears coming again. "Jess..I'm sorry.." Jake said and hugged me. I burst into tears. "Shh, Jess...c'mon...it's okay.." he tried to soothe me. I pulled away from him and swore. "I am turning into the biggest fucking wimp I have ever seen in my life! God, Jake! I'm the one who's sorry. Dammit! I know it'll only be a few days..." I wiped my tears angrily away. "I feel like such a dork.." I muttered and shook my head. "Knock it off, Jess." he said chuckling. "If you weren't upset I'd worry more..you just got engaged. Damn woman!" I chuckled, too. "Never in a million years did I think I'd EVER want to get married..." I began. "But never in a million years could I ever say no to Taylor." I shook my head. "And I do miss him already.." I sighed. "I know, Jess. I see you've been trying to keep busy..." he grinned as he surveyed the humongous mess in my apartment. |