Have you ever had that special feeling and then after problems arrive you try to shove it into the shadows and go on as though it's never existed before? I don't know why I'm typing this, mabye because I'm lonely for someone I can't really have because of dthe eyes on me all the time or mabye I'm just crazy because I feel like something's happening about me and I'm not being able to see it. I don't know, all I do know is life isn't fair and if I could undo what I've done I would. Well in two weeks I'm eighteen with a year left in high school so who knows what could happen between now and that final high school year. Hopefully I'll get back to sleeping at the right hours for full time students instead of from 2(or 3/4) am till 8 (9/10) am. Well the fourth was interesting, hanging out with R and watching a bunch of people get trashed while we set off roman candles from the porch at her aunt and uncle's house. At least when we weren't off trying to call people or escape creepy people with over zealous ideas/actions. Hmmm...I've got to get my new artwork posted and start typing up all my stories, finish a web site for the high school and work on my world history class, so I guess I'll be going now.
Salut!
