I'm kinda late at my entry this week. but I have a bit to talk about. First out of the blue that girl Kayla who I had to be mean to suddenly contacted me after a counsin of hers named Ashely texted me. I guess she felt ashamed so she asked her counsin to do it. I feel alot better though not to be talking to her but that the whole negative situation is over with. We began like clock work insutling eachother again until I said look I don't contact you so why are you wasting your time contacting me and with all this hate. She then sicastically said sorry and also tried to justify some of her lies by giving me what was supposedly JoJo's number. I took it but told her I couldn't careless anyways what she got to do with me. She then ask me to add her sister, inwhich I tried but she didn't give me the full name so I couldn't. then she said by and 30 secs later I got a reply from her sister although I assumed it was her. After a long chat I got to realise that it was her sister I was talking to, and she was the total opposite. A kind caring, god fearing girl. I really enjoyed chatting to her when I had to go and just as I said by I was called freak by her sister she gives me so much joke.
Other things are my driving lessons are coming along a lil better I have like seven lessons left before I take my test but I feel slightly more reiieved. I mean last week I was peeing my pants becuase I was digesting anything the instructor was saying. I was like a fly baninging into a window. But this week things seem to be much better. Also good news is I finally got my sleeping pattern back to norm. I go to bed at ten and wake up at 7 or 8. I did that by staying up a full day and it worked although I miss my late nite bipolar chats on shizzam . i can truly say they are the friendliest and most caring people in the world (even though I'm ignored sometimes its all good). Another thing is yesterday I spent 10 hours cleaning my room while being watched on another web cam program. It was cool because I would advertise my sites on screen while they were viewing me. and guess what I had my first submission of the lucky love roulette. They didn't put much but they tried it out and it was great. Now I have to cam programs to attract attention to my sites. Comarades and (cant remeber name). one down stairs with two cams covering two sides of the room and one up stairs covering my bedroom area (Smashing!).
I've also made my own web ring. up untill now I was always joinig other ppl's but now with over twenty rings bearing my sites I can proudly start my own. Its called When The Dead Continue To Live . The titiles a lil dark I know but it close to home. Hopefully I'll have many wanting to join.
I've joined up to broadband as well so now I can do everything at high sppeds and ppl wont be complaining of me always clogging up the fone line. Mum can have her mates call at any time and I can start enjoying caming with instant speed. I've become a cam freak loving the attention. Well its better than feeling low and unwanted.
I hadnt' spoken to my friend Kate in a long time, but she rang me the othe day concerned I was ignoring her. She really is something special. I wish I could find a girl like her. Its a shame she false me to be so cold to her inorder for her to respect me becuase I really like her at one time perharps loved her. But shes a great friend now and she adores my finedship. Intrun I always try to make her feel special becuase she is. Shes never said anything bad to me, sure shes got angry at me but never said anything to insult me and I have insulted her many of times. but guess what shes still here.
Well thats all for me this week folks untill sunday I guess I'll be saying good bye..