Today was a crazy day. A young girl from friendpages.com named Kayla went balistic today when (on her request) I introduced a friend on msn messenger to a conversation we were having. she then didn't give me time to introduce her to him and started insulting me and my friend. I only got to know her like over the past few days and it was unexpected. I resulted in belittling her which I'm not proud of, but she tottally embarissed me calling me all type of names because the conversation wasn't going her way. Even calling me a stalker yet I never once sent her a message or even contacted her in the first place. she got to contact me by taking my msn name from the links page on my site and then by addeing me to her list. I sent her like one message to say hello. From then on I didn't attempt to contact her once yet I had to be called ugly and all type of names from here
supposedly she was the counsin of a famous singer named JoJo, but whether she was or wasn't I couldn't careless. people are people and thats how I look at it but I've learnt my lessons the net is one scary place fulled of people that are far beyond me as I am beyond heavy metal.lol worser yet now I learnt that Kayla didn't even belong to that website she gave me, so who the hell was I talking to. another sad Internet imposter stealing ppl identitys. its a crazy world.
I also was on my webcam page yesterday with a mate and out of the blue I was added to someone elses msn list and vice versa. When checking out who it was she was a nymphomanic from belfast. She wanted to see me and my friend get naked for her amusments, when trying to see who she was all I got was a cam showing porn clips. I swear ppl are dangerous on the net becuase half of the ppl don't seem to be who they say they are. I mean I remember speaking to a lady who called me babe, darling all the feminen words you can think of, I was one way camming at the time and asked her to cam back and when she I aksed her. Her reply was "We can cam but your be surprised at what you'll see, I'm a fat guy in a womens dress". So I says show me then and to my disbelief it was a fat guy in a womens dress pretending to be a woman (how gross lol).
Anyway enough stories this week hasn't gone to bad signed up to loopy love again after recieveing 65 replies. guess how many of them were genuwine?
Zilch, did quadley, none what soever. I hate that program its so fake continous emails saying people are viewing me and writing emails and they are just carpet bomb(Same messages sent out to a hundred people).
However tomorrow I gotta pay for my driving lessons and then see who it goes from there. This is O so important to me right now becasue its the only thing that I feel can get me out of this emptyness that is surrounding me day to day,keeping me drawn like a vampire to the darkness and away from the daylight. My sleeping pattern has been the reverse know for two months. Mum, bro, and sis are worried but I'll be alright. who knows maybe the start of next year will be something special for me. well thats all from me today folks. Untill next week peace