Back to Hiram (and God)
	I wish I could say everything was hunky-dory after that, but it wasn’t.  I was still left with the same questions and problems I had a year ago.  I just now new that running away from God was not going to solve anything.  When January came I started back at Hiram to finish my last semester.  I went to Newman Club and Mass, but my heart was not really in it.  I was praying also, but did not feel God was paying any attention.  I knew I had to believe in God, but what this God was and if it had an intimate relationship with the world, I was not sure.
			© 2000 Shawn Willox