| At the end of July 2001I broke my pelvis and had to endure a stay in hospital.. To say I didn't like it would be an understatement. They didn't feed me enough, they bossed me around, wanted to charge me for it and then make me stay through nearly two months of it. I left after 13 days and am still getting better...but here are my thoughts on my stay. |
| TWO WEEKS IN A DURHAM HOSPITAL 2 |
| IT'S BEEN TWELVE DAYS NOW THAT I'VE BEEN OUT OF ACTION AND SEVEN LONG DAYS SINCE THEY PUT ME IN TRACTION YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME, 'COS I'M NOT JOKIN' AFTER ALMOST TWO WEEKS, MY SPIRIT IS BROKEN THEY CAN'T MAKE ME BETTER, IT'S NOT IN THEIR POWERS THEY JUST LEAVE ME LYING FOR HOURS AND HOURS MY TREATMENT IS CRAP, A COMPLETE FUCKING FARCE AS FAR AS I CARE THEY SHOULD SHOVE IT UP THEIR ARSE AFTER 300 HOURS IT FEELS LIKE AN AGE AND THERE'S NO BLOODY OUTLET, IN HERE, FOR RAGE "YOU MUST LET IT HEAL! YOU HAVEN'T A CHOICE!" DON'T I GET A SAY? - CAN'T I USE MY VOICE? IT'S MY FUCKING BODY! - IS THE DECISION NOT MINE? IF THEY'D LET ME OUT - I'D SOON FEEL FINE THEY CAN'T MAKE ME STAY - NOT AGAINST MY WILL I WANT TO GO HOME NOW, 'COS I'VE HAD MY FILL IT'S HARD TO PIN DOWN WHAT I HATE THE MOST THERE'S NO BLOODY PAPERS - AND YOU CAN'T HAVE TOAST YOU MUST EAT AND DRINK JUST WHEN THEY SAY A BIT LIKE NAZI'S - YOU MUST DO IT THEIR WAY LIKE ALL MEDICAL STAFF, THEY THINK WE DON'T HAVE A CLUE SO THEY TALK DOWN TO US AS IF WE WERE TWO I HATE IT - I HATE IT - I HATE IT IN HERE I WANT TO GO HOME - ISN'T IT CLEAR? WELL IT'S DINNER TIME NOW, I MUST DO AS I'M TOLD BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER? - IT'S USUALLY COLD ONE LAST BITCH - I'M GOING TO BE WHINY THE MEALS IN HERE ARE TOO FUCKING TINY |
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