an angel stands before me
his blonde hair blows in the wind
his wings are gone and no more
he has forgotten who he was
drugs and beer surround his life
humanity has poisoned his heart
a heart that was once true
he says to me
Im gonna leave today
im gonna go far away
but he's trapped here
and another day comes
he says the same thing again
months pass and he's still here
sitting on the street saying
Im gonna leave today
Im gonna go far away
*Streets of Woe*
A walk a long the streets of woe
Deep in thought though i sought
A warm home to belong
The home i used to know
I know no more
It was cold and lonely
It wasn't a real home
I didn't belong
I'm on my own
walking the streets of woe
~*Hush*~
hush,
dont speak any words
i dont want to hear it
i know the pain
i know what it would do to you
I can't poison you that way
it's best you never say a word
never let me get too close
let me walk alone
let me die alone
this is how it has to be
you can't be with me.
~*No Hope For Today*~
i tell myself everyday
the sun is going to rise
and with it all the good times
the times where i was happy
when i ran and played
when there was hope for today
i had a smile on my face all day
but its faded now
its all old and grey
not a smile all day
weeks pass
yet no laughs
i look out my window
awaiting the new day
the sun rises just the same
but with it was nothing
no good times...
no hope for today...
no running or playing
no smile across my face
just a tear
glistsoning in my eye
that then falls to the floor...
no hope for today...
I didn't ask for it
but I got it anyway
I didn't want it
but I have it
It wasn't fair
but it makes sense
It wasn't right
but that's how it works.
Nothing,
ever goes
the way you planed
it wouldn't make sense
if it did.
I didn't ask for you
your everything I want
i didn't want you
your too perfect
it wasn't fair
I don't deserve you
it wasn't right
you don't deserve my pain.
you said,
we'd be perfect together...
nothing...
ever goes
the way you planed.
Forever by your side
I'll never let you down
I'll always be here waiting
waiting for your love
one day you'll see me
see me for what I am
someday you'll love me
the way I love you
but till then
I'll always be here
forever by your side.
