betrayed me.
You took my heart,
you said you wouldnt hurt it.
you lied.
It hurt,
it still hurts.
It will never heal,
it will bleed forever,
even if just alittle.
You said you would never leave,
You said we would be together,
together forever.
Then why did you go?
Why did you lie?
You said it would last forever,
you said alot of things.
And they were all lies,
and now i have nothing,
because my heart lied too.
Sitting in the corner,
watching the people move by.
They pay no attention,
don't notice how I bleed.
How it drips from my eyes
down to my feet...
It runs down meanlessly,
red ribbons of gentle silk.
No one sees me.
I'm crowded,
but so alone.
I scream,
but into death ears.
The blood thickens,
it bursts out of my eyes.
Once blue now red.
Once gentle now cruel.
It pours down my face,
leaving a red path behind.
I don't wipe it away,
I let them fall.
Fall onto my arms,
onto my legs,
down to my feet.
The people begin to fade,
but this time I'm not alone.
I have the darkness,
as it wipes away my tears.
just when you think everytthing is perfect,
when you think your happy,
when nothing can go wrong,
you were wrong.
it comes out of nowhere,
like a wall you didnt see,
it crashes into you,
making you crash down,
it comes back in waves,
with deep throbs,
flowing all over and inside you,
it claws into your heart,
and holds it tight,
then rips it to shreads,
fills up your throat,
so you cant breathe,
stabes you in the chest like a knife,
takes away the strength in your knees,
you fall to the ground,
hopeless,
it takes over your mind,
drowning it in ill thoughts,
this is not average pain,
not the pain you get from cuts,
those heal,
no this is true pain,
pain that reaches the soul,
changing whoever it touches,
forever,
and it never goes away.
Not completly.
