He stands planted upon four sturdy golden paws, silver eyes lifted to the sky. Long-legged, sleek, and of the smoothest onyx pelt tipped in brilliant gold, he is both handsome and trustworthy. About his throat, a black collar, seeming to fit into his very flesh, a silver mooncharm rattling against his chest. His expression is solemn and distant, fixated upon a faraway point in the fleeting black satin of the night sky. Muzzle lifts as though to howl, but rather than noise, a dazzling blue light emits from his maw. This spreads with crackling energy all along his muscular frame, dancing and drawing up his fur. He wavers, growing to flickering transparency, before the power engulfs him and he is gone--a form of pure energy.

[News]
He had been broken, crying on the edge of desolation and loss, desperate and almost lost to the world. He was slowly falling apart, slowly fading away into nothingness, when Ulryk decided enough was enough. The elderly Shield, in a selfless easing of his son's pain, strode to Sohiijah's tomb, and called her back to life, for Anzarah to discover....

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[Family]


:Ulryk:
Relation: Father
Anzarah was born a clone of his young father; over time his markings shifted into permanence on his form, giving him a distinct appearance, though his frame is still identical to that of his father. Anzarah also inherited the Mark of the Shield--a calling that holds Anzarah to protect one other creature at the expense of both of their deaths if he fails. Ulryk and his eldest son are close, sharing deep, inseperable bonds, and Anzarah enjoys his father's comaraderie.
And now, Anzarah owes something greater, more expansive, deeper to his father--and is not even aware of it. For, it is Ulryk whose desperate and secret action spawned Sohiijah's return...


:Anackire:
Relation: Mother
For all the love given to his father, Anzarah is, in many ways, a mama's boy; when he returned from his painful time spent weeping at Sohiijah's grave, it was Anackire's embrace he stumbled into.


:Evynmae:
Relation: Elder Sister
What can you say--Anzarah is, and has always been, Evy's big-little-brother. Protective and affectionate, Anzarah has always trusted Evynmae and felt guilty for her difficult talents, though there was nothing he could do about them.


:Serendipity:
Relation: Younger Sister
Serendipity crawled to Anzarah as soon as she could walk; afterwards, the pair were largely inseperable. She idolized him, accepted his word as gospel, and he was more protective and loving of her than could be explained.
Recently, the inseparable siblings were faced with a rift, a wound growing between them that could not be healed. Though he saved her, pulled her home, she holds nothing but resentment and confusion in her heart toward him now...


:Jay:
Relation: Younger Brother
Truthfully, Anzarah does not know Jay so well as he would like; Jay is largely secretive and hidden in his own angst-ridden gothic world...and Anzarah stays outside of it, from respect. Also deeply loving of his brother, Anzarah would gladly die for him--but he would do such for any of his family.


:Raedark:
Relation: Cousin, Charge
A cousin, a Charge, and a friend--Raedark has been, at times, the only thing anchoring Anzarah into reality. Sharing the bond of danger between them, both have been forced into unnaturally awful situations far too early in their lives...and both are, so far, surviving.

[Friends]
....All gone, lost....


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[Childhood]
Anzarah's parents are unique; born the eldest male and second child to a pair of elementals under strenuous conditions, it is a miracle, perhaps, that he was not badly damaged in the womb. Inheriting partial vampirism from his mother, elemental power over electricity, and the shield's duties from his father, Anzarah was, even from childhood, both unique and responsible. It was not certain in his youth whether he would be a shield or not, as these things are discovered at the beginning of adolesence--but he was forever protective, forever mature.
He did, however, make the near-fatal mistake of hunting with his elder sister, Evynmae. As their lips touched the blood, a violent change of nature overtook them--culminating in a pair of vampiric pups unleashing their mother's demon. Anzarah was drawn away by his father's Master, Xeke, and fell unconscious for sometime. Upon awakening, he discovered himself lost, injured, and rejuvinated with fully-realized powers over electricity.
A lupe, Vi, discovered him; Vi's younger sister, a pup the same age as Anz and named Sohiijah, soon also arrived, and the beginnings of a lifelong friendship were seeded. Also met during this time was Skylegacy, another lupe of elemental power. Anzarah also met his cousin, Raedark--and it was at this meeting that he serendipitously discovered his mooncharm, and his future.

[Adolesence]
His metamorphosis toward gaining powers also gained him intuitive knowledge--and he realized in his preteens that his charge was Raedark. This was highly unfortunate, as Anackire's master--a full fire elemental--had chartered Kire to kill the garnet-flamed pup. It was a quandry: to kill Rae would kill Anz...but to stop Anackire would be to kill her.
A solution, gained at the last moment and with impressive--if overwhelming--circumstances was implemented by Anzarah and Ulryk...beginning what would be a long and arduous life as a Shield.
Raedark, a realm-walker, faced death every day of their adolesence and beyond; Anzarah protected him as best he could, toggling his responsibilities with family time and rich friendships. As he grew into his mid teens, he lost Sohiijah--something which caused him numbness and drew him to a stinging realization. When she returned, quieter but still sincere, his joy was expressed in ways he had not dared before--and they became mates.
Two younger siblins were born, his sister Serendipity taking to him immediately, worshipping him; he brought her with him on as many exploits as was safe, and their bond was inseperable. Life was stress and danger, with the threat of death at all times...but he had family, friendship, and love. He could ask for no more.

[Adulthood]
But this hectically pleasant existance was shattered. Serendipity, edging her teen years herself, rebelled--an action which indirectly nearly killed herself and her brother Jay, indirectly destroyed a portion of family territory. Seren went missing and was assumed dead. Anzarah was crushed, and he turned to the one source of support he had--only to find them gone. Skylegacy, his trusted childhood friend, had disappeared. And Sohiijah had left the world--for good, now. Anzarah lay sobbing beside his mate's corpse for hours, finally burying her in the den he had chosen for their future. Hours faded into days, and he lay uncomprehending, broken-spirited and unsettled. All he had lived for was gone...except for one thing.
Raedark came to him, and with a mixture of friendship, Shield duties, family connection, and the promise of Seren's life, Anzarah was lured on an infinitely dangerous rescue. Seren was returned to him--less gratefully and more jaded than he would have hoped--and Anzarah returned home to his family.
He is functioning, now, keeping a bold and optimistic view to those who watch...but he is not so well-adjusted as one could hope.

Indeed, it is merely an intricate facade, a mask covering the emptiness of crushed soul within. A cry of primal anguish reached the heavens, and the luminaries have been informed--and now, due to law older than the earth the lupine treads upon, the very balance of existance is in danger. There is only one solution, suggested by the family's long-standing enemy Ide: Anzarah must lose everything, have his memory and identity temporarily removed from him, until he discovers a new life and rediscovers his identity.

But Ulryk would not stand for this. Ulryk would not suffer to see his oldest son's mind toyed with by the inexpert hands of a luminary. He knew what had to be done, and knew that he had the faculties to do it--and knew also that his necessity overpowered his reluctance.
Ulryk, a creature of unimaginable power and a tie to the earth, had an underdeveloped connection with the dead ever since his childhood. He went, without warning to his family, to Sohiijah's tomb, and called her back to life.
Anzarah, stumbling and grieving, allowing his open ache to bleed over upon the world, came to her tomb to mourn in solitude...and discovered her, alive once more. A fine portrait of Anzarah, the ever-dignified Shield, as drawn by Chris da Rebel Wolf.  *hugs*

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My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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"Life is not a static thing. The only people who do not change their minds are incompetents in asylums, and those in cemeteries."

"Anzara"
Denean
-From Ulryk to Anzarah-
When my feet touched this holy ground
The earth, it sings, its spirit resounded
Anzara, Anzara
I feel your love for me
I give to you
All that I am
Anzara.
Anzara.

It was my home of a distant time
I could not recall,
But my heart did find it
Anzara, Anzara

We have returned to our sacred home
To come together
In love, peace and one-ness
Anzara, Anzara

ang
You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure. "And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."
Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek). The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind. Her sign is the zenith sun.
As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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"Electrical Storms"
U2
-To Anzarah, from Sohiijah Departed-
The sea is swells like a sore head
and the night it is aching
Two lovers lie with no sheets on their bed
and the day it is breaking

On rainy days we go swimming out
on rainy days, swimming in the sound
On rainy days we go swimming out

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
if the sky can crack
there must be some way back
for love and only love

Car alarm won't let you back to sleep
you kept awake dreaming some else's dream
coffee is cold, but it will get you through
compromise, there's nothing new to you
let's see colours that have never been seen
let's go to places no one else has been

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
if the sky can crack
there must be some way back
to love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Baby don't cry

It's hot as hell, honey in this room
sure hope the weather will break soon
the air is heavy, heavy as a truck
hope the rain will wash away our bad luck

heeeey... heeeey.....

If the sky can crack, there must be some way back
for love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm

Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry

"True, we love life, not because we are used to living, but because we are used to loving. There is always some madness in love, but there is also always some reason in madness."

Morpheus
Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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"Carpe Jugulum: Go for the throat."

casablanca
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.

What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
brought to you by Quizilla "In The End"
Linkin Park
-From Anzarah to the World-
(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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[Story Titles]
-How It Must Have Been-
The death of Sohiijah

Anzarah, crushed and hanging onto sanity by the barest thread after all he has held onto has faded away

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