Sometimes I think of death
sometime I think of life
I used to think of being single
now I want a wife
everyday I make decisions
maybe wonder why
each day I make decisions
Often laugh and sometimes cry
Yet, I travel through this life
I'm never really blue
'cause the girl I've chosen
has chosen me, too
Now I know just what I want
from this awkward life
I want her to be happy
When she is my wife
My life is overflowing
with uncontrollable bliss
All the things that seemed so wrong
now longer are amiss.
Though I'm not with her tonight
my heart is full of joy
'cause she treats me like a man
instead of just a toy
so my life is full of love
which grows each and everyday
as long as she's by my side
with here I'll always stay
If I didn't love you
would I love at all?
If I didn't love you
could I still walk tall
if I didn't love you
what would I be?
If I didn't love you
I'd be nothing, you see
if I didn't love you
I'd have nothing at all
if I didn't love you
I couldn't stand tall
if I didn't have you
what would I be?
if I didn't have you
I'd be a lonely me
You see, I love you
I love you most of all
when I'm walking with you
I'm walking very tall
you see, I love you
I'm something to see
since I love you
I am a better me!
but, too, I have you
I have more than the best
when I walk with you
I'm taller than the rest
you know I have you
Do you know what you see?
since I know I have you
a never lonely me
Gentle minds when words are kind
can really ease the pain
knowing too I'm losing you
blacks out my mind with rain
I see the world not bright not dim
I see her walking alone with hem
my heart cries, it's just not right
I can't even sleep at night
I sit up and wonder what's wrong with me
but him and her is all I see
I taste the kisses which used to be mine
while she listens to his fictitious line
I feel her arms around me tight
as I sit alone late at night
why must I feel this pain
I've lost and there's nothing to gain
Tonight I am alone
you are not around
I can't seem to find anything to life my spirits
they seem to reach the ground
my mind is very twisted
my thoughts are not clear
this is how it always is
whenever you're not near
yet my foggy mind admits
there is something wrong
yet, I don't know exactly what
my love is very strong
I really don't know why
but something deep inside
seems to say that soon you'll leave
and bid me a painful good-bye
each time I feel this way
I need you even more
I close my eyes and pray
you'll be knocking on my door
I never hear a sound
as the night goes slowly by
I quietly sit and I think
maybe inside I even cry
my worries will end I hope
before this year is through
'cause the only way they will die
is if I live with you
Everywhere I look I see your face
on the wall, the ceiling and even in space
it haunts me now and forever more
I even see it at my door
your face is lovely, this is true
each time I see it I feel blue
so yesterday, today and tomorrow, too
the face I see belongs to you
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