WHY?
				Why... I don't know why. I've never had any answers, never really needed them. Never looked for them even. I don't know why live evolves, revolves, dissolves sometimes but always keeps coming back for more, to drain more energy and shift it into oblivion. I don't really care why. I've had a fair share of life. I've seen a couple of things happen. I've experienced great loves and great pains, I've toiled and I've travelled, I've bathed in the sun and watched the clouds drift by... and I'm still alive. I'm still experiencing things but it don't mean as much as it used to; I've grown a couple of days older and it doesn't catch my attention, doesn't grab me by the throat, doesn't urge me to take action as much as it used to. I'm not sad. There is no reason to be sad, there never was. Some people died over time but what memories still roll around the brain is where these people still play... still available for consult and good game - The spirit world's a beautiful place. Anyone can go there if you only know how to roam the dreamscapes. It may take a little practice, and it sure does take an open mind. I know why most people forget what they dreamt. Dreams can be heaven and hell and what you want is what you get. Do you want to forget? If it gets too scary... yes. Why do I do this or write like this? I'm not so sure... life offers so many options, it can be hard to choose and I hate pinning myself down to anything (or anyone). I want to have a broad view and deep knowledge. So I study a lot (thanks to the online world, it has become a mightly lot easier to access mighty loads of information). I think it's very important in life - learning new things, it's amazingly good for a person, both mentally as physically. And I like to channel the thrills of discovering to the world around me, because it makes me feel good. And THAT'S probably the main reason WHY Totem Spectre exists. Because it makes me FEEL GOOD.
	WHO? WITH? WHAT? WHEN? WHERE?