Heartache

I thought it was over, baby We said our goodbyes But I can't go a day without your face Goin' through my mind In fact, not a single minute Passes without you in it Your voice, your touch, memories of your love Are with me all of the time Let me let go, baby Let me let go If this is for the best Why are you still in my heart Are you still in my soul Let me let go Faith Hill-Let Me Let Go

I took a walk tonight under the black sky with so many hidden stars. Cold air at my face that seemed to calm me from my anger. As I walked down the driveway I had no idea where I was going. My mind was just telling me to get out of that house, far away from him. I had taken a look around me and had felt so incredibly lost. I was far from home and dismissed the idea of trying to walk there. I wanted to sit and cry. I knew that if tears fell while I was standing. then I would fall with them. So I just walked. Trying to make each step I took a bit of pain left behind.

My tears will fall, My heart will ache, All because I made a mistake.

My dreams are shattered. My heart is broken. Because of this my tears have fallen.

I can't deal with it. Knowing you will one day stop loving me. Knowing you'll meet another smile, and forget all about me. I love you now and always will till the day I die and even after. I made a mistake by letting you go, I bruised my face so badly you can't even look at me now. I'm not a beautiful person and I may not have a lot to offer. It took you two years to realize that even though I told you at the start. Please don't forget about me, I will never forget you. Always in my heart forever in my mind And I'm not so sure I know how to deal without you..

I sit back from afar and look at you. Your eyes fixed on me, Your smile spread across your face. I study you, Every part of you I can see. I want to hug you or hold you, Kiss your soft lips, But I can't. You are in a picture And not with me anymore.

When I think of you I want to cry. Tears fill the corners of my eye. There's nothing I can do or say, To make this pain go away.

The car drove by and it's headlights shown his face. Tears were in his eyes. Never have I seen him with so much pain in his heart. I wanted to hold him so tight, Tell him how great and amazing he is, but I just sat there. Watching him wipe his eyes carefully so I wouldn't see

I need to hate you. Blame you for all that has gone wrong. Twist around the words you say. Inflict pain that you never meant to give. I need to hate you. So I can stop loving you so much. So I can stop crying over what I have lost. So many tears have fallen from these eyes. For what we once had For what we will never become. I can't hate you. As much as I need to, As tired as I am of feeling this way, I have nothing but love for you. The more I try to make you the bad guy The more I realize just how much I love you.