Everyone in the world has such cruel intentions. I'm serious, you do to. Yes, YOU. So do I, we've just all gotten so used to it that we don't see how cruel we really are to people sometimes.
I mean we all play little games with people to get what we want, some are a little more harsh than other, sometimes people are hurt, even destroyed in the process. Though this isnt really fair, I guess it has become a fact of life dont you think? Is that something we cant change, or is it? Who knows.
All I know, is that I'm no different from other people, but it does kinda hurt when you realize someone is playing games with you.
I talked to one of my ex's new boyfriend tonight, he seemed like a really nice guy. I hope so, cause though we're not together anymore, I still care about nick, and I dont want anything to happen to him. Just like a lot of people. Sometimes, I wish I could be everwhere at the same time, taking care of everyone, I guess I cant. That sucks. Good night. (yes I am aware of the drama in that abrupt ending, I planned it.
Steam on the window, salt in a kiss, two hearts have never pounded like this, inspired by a vision that they can't command, erasing the borders with each brush of the hand. The blues will be blue and jealousies green. But when love picks its shade it demands to be seen. Steam on the window, salt in a kiss, two hearts have never pounded like this."
"It seems that everone has only one chance."
One chance at happiness. We call them cool, those hearsts that have no scars to show, the ones that never do let go and risk the tables being turned. We call them fools who have to dance within the flame, who chance the sorrow and the shame, that always comes with getting burned. But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire, cause its not enough just to stand outside the fire. We call them strong, those who can get face this world alone, who seem to get by on their own, those who will never take the fall. We call them weak, who are unable to make it there, who are always stuck in the middle trying to get by, not knowing what is going to happend the next day, or if there will be a next day, and as for them? Forsake them all.
For a long time, I stood outside the fire, afraid to go in because fo the fear of being burned. I was always so worried about myself, and what would happen to me that I never took risks, and I never journied past the norms. You get stuck there you know, in that same old cycle, repeating everything over and over again because you've done everything you will allow yourself to do, you've gone as close to the edge as you will go.
Sometimes you just have to jump over the edge and see whats on the other side. Once you do that, it doens't get easier, maybe even harder. But it becomes a lot more fun. Life becomes a lot more fun. You are always on step away from leaving behind old things, and one step away from learning something new. Don't stay outside the fire, just be careful when you step inside. - oh if I don't say hello to Patrick, he's going to cry. Heya trick. Settle down now. Have fun guys, don't play too hard
PFLAG's National
Confrence
April 28-30, 2000
Washington, DC
Speakers, training, networking!
Register now
exibitors: sign up now
