| i change my hair color almost as much as i change my mind ..... i hope you like redheads ...... the nearest future is the farthest past ....... wait!!! im not done yet .... if history repeats itself why aren't we listening to classical and doing the waltz?...... i was once inspired by a man who whistled and secretly looked at child pornography.......... im wondering how many dickheads there really are in the world....... sex is a three letter word but a four letter word in the mouth of a child ....... what am i doing wrong in the world for them to punish me?....... why do i ramble so ............... its furry and warm and its mine!........... yes i do believe i am going insane ..how many fingers? ....two ......... lay down on the couch its time we had a talk......... what step daddy does to his step daughters should end in castration......... how come you would never date your friends but you would complete strangers?.... robert licked his pits once it disgusted me.....i couldn't stop laughing...... i dreamed i was stabbed and woke up in pain......... if i had a sixth sense i would want to read your mind ......... what am i thinking?.......... three cheeses ....hold the lettuce....no thanks thats enough...... the eye of insanity is the doorway to our minds ......... sanity is the emergancy exit ......... which do you use?............ creative outspurt of the moment i guess i will discontinue ............ farewell i love you all ..................... |
| depression is always here there is no escape there is no help for no one cares and why should they for i am nothing they spit in my face i fall, they kick me, they laugh yes stupid helpless girl "please stop leave me alone" NO never forever haunted by these demons licking me eating my flesh they laugh hungry evil souls red beady eyes i scream no one is here to listen i cry they stare and laugh again why why is it that no one can help me why is it that they ignore my cries for help |
| My Depression |
| closed my eyes and saw you there somewhere between my eyelid and my eye but when i awoke you were gone not even a whispered goodbye i search for you in the darkness now reaching my arms out toward the sky to see if i can have you there before me i want to know that you are mine but before the days dawn is done my hopes and dreams vanish before my eyes here i lie holding onto nothing but a memory that and forgotten forsaken lies burned into my soul like the truth branded to me your memory remains sharp and true what is to become of me now without you? |
| Without You |
| My Sensless Rambling |
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