February 2000
February 26, 2000
um...alright so anyway, I'm writing a new ramble. The first one for the year 2000. It's been a long time since I've last rambled. let's hope I haven't forgotten how. let's start out with some highlights from last year. My favorite typo to be exact. can anyone guess what it is?? no? well it's DMAN instead of DAMN. ok that's my little highlight. As you know if you've read any of these before, that most of them are about a certain young lady whom I was in love with but she didn't want me. We are friend now and that's a good ending to the story I guess. I sometimes wish it would have turned out differently but if she doesn't then that's the way things were meant to be and that's the way they will stay. I still like her a lot and would do anything in the world for her. That's really why I am writing this ramble. I haven't rambled for a long time partially because I've been keeping a journal and everything goes in there from now on. And partially because I live at college now with a room mate and when I ramble I always have to do it while I'm alone. It's just the way things work. So here's this ramble..... I really don't have a lot to say. things have been back to their usual. I'm settled into the college routine. I still haven't found a girlfriend. But it will happen someday. I still write a lot. I have 416 poems that are to go on the page, but I haven't been keeping up and only about 355 are on right now. In all reality I'm even more behind than that because I wrote 5 or 6 poems yesterday that I haven't added to the have to add list yet. crickey this one is short. um...there has to be other stuff to talk about. Ok uh....I want to have my poems published. not sure how to go about doing that, but it would be neat if they were. I like to write and write a lot. I am starting to write short stories now too, and I have one good one to add. It's a cool little story about love. Oh, I found some of the very first poems I wrote the other day. They are from my high school sophomore english class. They suck really really badly, but I might add them to the page anyway as a special little treat to all you people out there. so you can see how my writing has progressed through the years. AHHH!!! I just previewed it and ouch it is short. Ok ouch reminded me of something else. I hurt my toe really badly recently, I think it's broken and it hurts like the dickens it does. I broke it playing judo because I did something wrong. so it's pretty much my fault. the thing that sucks the most about it is that I'm going to have to miss judo next week. :(
so here's another thing. Maybe if the world see's this they can give me advice about it. There's this girl that I like that I've been seeing around campus, and everytime I see her she seems more and more beautiful. What's the best way to ask her out and such. I have one class with her, econ. And my mind is baffled here. oh and another thing. why must this thing be so confusing, like right now, I have no idea what I'm talking about at all, and I just keep typing and typing, and typing. when wil the madness stop. Um.... my birthday is next month, the 23, I have no idea what I want yet. I hope i get some neat stuff though. I'm sure whatever people give me will be neat as long as it's a heartfelt gift. it grrs me sometimes when people I know just give me money or something, cause they are my friends, they should know me well enough to pick something out that I'll like. Anyway that's not really important. I love all of you, hurt by the cold. so sad and lonely too. when you don't know yourself. Alright, music I can talk about that. Recently I've been having a little obsession with female singers and bands with female singers. The one's that I have now and know of that I like are, the breeders, garbage, hole, k's choice, kidney thieves, poe, red delicious, and something else, I forget. But if you have any suggestions as to groups with female lead singers let me know. I want to hear them!!! ok, I can talk about updates to my page. I've been thinking I might update the page soon. first things first though so I'll be adding the rest of the poems first. After that I might update my cd list and my mp3 list. then perhaps the lyrics page. I don't have very much time when I want to work on it though, so probably the next big update will come over spring break, which is the 6-10 of march. Alright that's a pretty good length. I think I'm done now, I have to type some poemy stuff that I just wrote. And then figure out what to make for dinner. *sigh* the life of me, it's tough. home for the weekend and I have to cook. Anyway bye bye for now.
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