Joseph Hilliard Murray retired in December, 1980, as painting foreman of the Durham
City Schools maintenance department. What makes that simple statement so
remarkable, however, is that in 1959, the doctors of the Veterans Hospital in Durham
told Brother Murray he had 60 to 90 days to live. His body was being ravaged with
cancer. But he survived.
Here now is Brother Murray's testimony, taken principally from an interview with John
Clark on the Pioneer Broadcast radio program on February 2, 1980.
Editor's Note: Since the time this interview was made, Brother Murry, who in 1959 was told he had terminal cancer, lived to the ripe old age of 80+ and passed away in 1997, nearly 40 years AFTER he was told by doctors he had less than 90 days to live!
Rev. Clark: Tell us what it was like when you first felt something was wrong.
Bro. Murray: I was in Florida, working in the orange groves picking oranges,
and later on I got a job driving the truck. I first started losing my appetite and
everything I'd eat would come back. I couldn't keep anything on my stomach. Then all
of a sudden a big knot came in my side, and I was just disabled. And I would go out at
night and pray and ask God to make things right in my life again. And God did take the
pain away. Then I got on a bus and came back to North Carolina to find out what was
wrong. I went to our family doctor at Zebulon, North Carolina. And he told me
something was terribly wrong, and he sent me right straight to Veterans Hospital in
Durham, North Carolina to find what my trouble was. And I knew I was dying. I knew
unless God undertook for me, I would be gone. I had lost down to 156 pounds and
since the Lord has healed me I've gained back to 210 pounds.
Rev. Clark: What happened when you arrived at the Veterans Hospital?
Bro. Murray: They said, Let's make some tests and see what it is. And
they took me down to the x-ray room to make tests of this tumor that was in my side.
But while I was lying on the stretcher waiting to be taken into the x-ray room, I had a
vision of an angel coming and taking me by the hand and leading me down a little
pathway. In our little walk down this little lane, he set Downing the pathway a bucket of
the clearest liquid I'd ever seen. And he took a cup, and he dipped in this little cup and
poured it on my head. And when he did I came out of my dream, or my vision,
whatever I was having, and I was lying on the hospital bed, still waiting for the stretcher
to roll me down to x-ray. But I knew that he had anointed me for my healing.
Rev. Clark: What was the diagnosis?
Bro. Murray: They said it was malignant and there was nothing to do but cut
it out. And they brought papers around for me to sign that they might operate and take
it out. But when they cut me open and found that I had so much cancer involved in my
vital organs, they wired me back together and told my sister and my mother that about
60 - 90 days would be it. But God has brought me out and the doctors were amazed
that I came out of the trouble I was. . . . . . .
Rev. Clark: But tell me what went on. What did you spend your time in the
hospital doing?
Bro. Murray: Oh, I got down to business with God and started praying. The
night that I was first in there, I remember that moon shining through that big window,
with three other patients in that room. And I got down on my knees and I asked God,
without screaming out, without disturbing anybody, just poured out my heart to God and
asked God to restore me to my satisfaction and my peace with him, no matter what it
took. And this affliction was what it took to get me back where I needed to be with
God.
Rev. Clark: Was there - and you needn't go into any details now - but was
there a reason you feel that this happened to you?
Bro. Murray: Absolutely. I think maybe deep-rooted in my system was an
unforgiving spirit. I had been involved in a certain situation in the past, and I could not
forget it and I could not forgive. When you get a bitterness in your spirit, and you
cannot forgive somebody for something you think is wrong, even if they've mistreated
you in some way, if you don't get that bitterness out of your heart, something will come
upon you.
I went to our pastor and talked it over with him. And he said I'd have to forgive or I'd die and go to hell. And I said, I guess I'll just have to die and go to hell then. And I walked out of the room, but in a few minutes I came back with tears in my eyes, crying because I could not live with that attitude. I had to forgive myself and forget that I'd even said that. And I wanted forgiveness for even making a statement like that. But I think an unforgiving spirit was the deep-rooted trouble, John.
Rev. Clark: In the hospital, did you have a day or a specific moment that
you released whatever this was inside you?
Bro. Murray: Yes, it happened. I walked up to the chaplain. I asked him if
they had some Bibles in the hospital. He said, Yes, son. We've got some down in the
chapel on the fourth floor. Go down and get one, and read it!
And I started reading about Lazarus being sick. And there's something else I want to point out, that our pastor, Bro. George Clark, during the time I was reading this story, on his desk in his office had been reading this same story and had written it down: He whom thou lovest is sick (Brother Murray started crying here), because he thought so much of me.
Somebody came to Jesus and told him of Lazarus, He whom thou lovest is sick . Jesus didn't get excited; he stayed two more days where he was. And when he came to the tomb, Lazarus sister said, If you had been here, our brother would not have died. But she said, I know whatever you ask God, He'll do it. And when he came to the tomb where Lazarus was and called him by name and said, Lazarus, come forth! And Lazarus came forth, wrapped in his grave clothes. And Jesus said, Loose him and let him go!
That s when my faith caught, and I jumped out of the hospital bed and ran to the next room where there was a black preacher in the bed in there, and I said, Man, it's not too late for us! I said, We're not even dead yet! And Lazarus was dead four days and God called him by his name and he came forth out of the grave. There's still hope for us! We're not dead yet! Glory to God! That's what set the spark off, John, right there. And from that time the cancer was gone.
Rev. Clark: Praise God!
Bro. Murray: Amen!
Rev. Clark: When did the doctors find out that the cancer had
disappeared?
Bro. Murray: Well, I went on through the radiation treatments they'd
scheduled for me, until August 6th of that year and was discharged from the hospital.
But I had to go back on certain occasions for checkups. And they examined me and
found that no trace of cancer was in my body. They examined me at the Veterans
Hospital first, then I was examined at Duke Hospital, but no cancer was found.
And they had put me on a total disability, and I was drawing a check from the government for a non-service connected disability. And they took me to Winston-Salem, the government hospital, after I had recovered so completely, examined me, and still found no trace of cancer. My check was stopped and I went to work and I've been working ever since, about 20 years now.
Rev. Clark: Was there any response from the doctors?
Bro. Murray: One of the doctors at the Veterans Hospital said, I wish all
out patients would respond to our radiation treatments the way you did. And I told
him, Well, I think there was more to it than that. And he said, What's that? And I
told him, Faith in God.
Rev. Clark: Amen!
Bro. Murray: But they had to do their part, and so I m just happy to be out
from under all of it.
Rev. Clark: Let me read you this scripture and you tell me what you think
about it. He was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our
iniquities. The chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are
healed.
Bro. Murray: Yes, Amen. That s what I was quoting to myself when I fell
asleep on the x-ray table and the angel came. And when I woke, the doctor passing by
said, Boy, you're really taking it easy. And I said, Yes, I never felt better in my life.
For the greatest peace had come over me, since I had that visitation from an angel. And
I feel it right now surging through my body. The peace that that angel brought! I think
about that now sometime.
I did for a while go back to that room and just sit down in that room just to remind myself of what happened in that room. And I'd always get that feeling. I d go there and sit down, just relax in the hands of God. I could feel just what I felt in that bed when that angel came. Glory to God!
Rev. Clark: Do you think God s lost any of his power?
Bro. Murray: Oh, if we can just believe it, God can do anything right now
that he's ever done for anybody else - and to a greater degree if we can just believe it to
that greater degree. Glory to God! God is not limited in his powers. He can do for
you, if you're out there today and you re sick and you have lost all hope and doctors
have given you up, there is still hope for you right now in God. God can deliver you of
anything that s out there bothering you right now. It may be terminal in the eyes of men,
but God can still take care of it.
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