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Copyright 1998-99 Paul L McAroy


[letter #21 of 24 (2d-whoam.*)]
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To: watchman@integrityonline16.com
Date: Sat, 12 Sep 1998 01:44:55 -0400
Subject: Fw: "I Know Who I Am, Do You?"
From: n.moore@juno.com (Nate M Moore)
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[Emphasis that may be placed in this letter - bold, italics, underlining, coloring, is done by me in order to further draw your attention to certain areas. I also may have added [(quote)] brackets if needed to further specify the author of that quote.]

When I read her letter what came to my mind is that I had already answered her question " (I Know Who I Am, Do You?) " in the message "The Christians Absolute", letter #19 (2b-absol.*).

[quote] In my last letter I pointed out that the "Message Church" has become a denomination in spirit and works. This church is the end result of that natural women rising through the ages from the time of Apostle Paul. So She is a very old women now. Natural Eve will not give birth to the Spiritual Children of the Living God. Only Spiritual Eve uniting with Her Husband will give birth to the Children of the Kingdom of God, who are to reign on this earth. Adam and Eve shall be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: as it is Written. So leave her alone, don't fight with her, She is set in her ways and will not change. [endquote--Paul McAroy]

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Bro. Paul,
One of our sisters wanted to express how she felt to you. I thought that it was only fair to pass her feelings on. I would appreciate your respecting her and read it as you would like to have your e-mails read. She knows what she is talking about even if you do not agree with it.

So I am passing this to you for your review.

Bro. Nate Moore

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Date: Fri, 11 Sep 1998 19:51:06 -0400
Subject: "I Know Who I Am, Do You?"

To: Paul McAroy Sept.6, 1998 Sunday Afternoon

I am sending this e-mail to my beloved Pastor, Nate Moore, of the Fairborn Community Tabernacle in Fairborn, Ohio, so that he can e-mail this to you and all of the e-mail fellowship believers for me. I would like to express myself to the fellowship and you. Of course, if I'm out of line, my pastor will correct me before all of the fellowship as I would expect him to - for that's one of his duties as my pastor.

Paul, for many years I was tossed about among a few of the Message Churches which had a good bit of truth and preached over and over what they knew. I didn't want anymore slices of bread here and there for the full Word had come to be Revealed to the Bride of Christ and no matter where I was, I wanted and DESIRED just that. I found out it's just not in one place but many many places and God had a "special place" JUST FOR ME! Praise Him.....that's right....PRAISE GOD!

You are telling the truth about so many that believe that you are wrong...... you have the "I am right attitude". Then I realized that they are doing only they can do. If a man doesn't have total confidence in himself on what he teaches or preaches, then what? Bro. Branham taught us to pray for them, or did he?

Paul, I used to be critical, like I've noticed that spirit has a grip on you also, and found myself very upset, nervous, and so forth, ect. And I couldn't have the rest my spirit needed. I talked to my Lord Jesus about my condition for some time, but when I got fed up with myself, I got down to real business with God. He heard and answered my cry...but it came His way....not my way....for He had a plan for me I had to walk in.

It's not been easy but Bro. Earl Childers told these comforting words, "stay true to God, don't compromise, and He'll make you "rugged" and will see you through every situation. You'll feel alone many times, but remember, He's there all the time".

Well Paul, an angel of God came here to a church that his mother attended. His name is Evang. Rick Hall, from Frankford, Indiana. He brought the message of "grace" to us who could receive it. I not only heard it, but received it. Since then, I've heard many more messages on "grace" (more information).

My name is "Mrs. Grace" and I'm FREE, not condemned, nor do I let the devil put any such thing on me anymore. Praise God, your emails don't condemn me. At one time when I was confused, you probably could have, but I've learned not to listen to an uncertain sound, uncertain voice. It's just not that way with me now.

Since then, when Bro. Hall, a mighty man of God delivered his soul here, I have been required of the Lord Jesus Christ to ask to be a part of the body at Fairborn Community Tabernacle in Fairborn, Ohio. They gladly received me and have been a wonderful body of believers there. At first Bro. Childers was my pastor, now, Bro. Nate Moore is my pastor at the same tabernacle. Paul, I have never been happier in my life and I'll be 70 years old Christmas, 1998.

They didn't pull me out of a church here nor did they know me. I had heard them by tapes that Bro. Hall's mother had received from him and the other bros. tapes he sent. Bro. Branham said you can't go any higher than your pastor....but you see God has a way of His "Little Bride" getting fed the "Eagle" food. That food is in many many places and states, not just one building. We all have the "one mind".....we are ONE with God. Is that hard to understand?

I can read between the lines that you think that we are a denomination...but OH NO!!! We are of "one mind" even though we are in Ohio, Indiana, SC, Kentucky, West Virginia and many other places.....how about that Paul.

I'm a member of the 2000 year old Bride Body of Jesus Christ and she's being raptured everyday. And, Praise God, I KNOW WHO I AM!.....OH YES!!!! I'm receiving the Living Word (made flesh) TODAY like I said, I know who I am.

Paul, if we even meet here on earth, I hope you will look behind the veil (my human flesh) and see the Almighty God, for He and I are ONE. Will you crucify me for saying that? As Jesus said in St. John 10, "I and My Father are One". In verse 27, Jesus said, "MY sheep hear MY voice and I know them and they follow ME". Verse 28, Jesus said, "No man can pluck them out of MY hand". In verse 29, Jesus said, "No man is able to pluck them out of my FATHER"S hand". So you see, the same God, the only TRUE GOD that I am one with, won't allow no man to take the revelation He has given to me and my Bride brothers and sisters and try to pluck us out of His hands. When you pluck at us, you are plucking at God. Be very careful Paul, .....yet you may be called of God to try to do things so that we as His Bride would become stronger in submitting ourselves to the "Word of the hour".

Getting back to the emails, I am very privileged that Jesus made a way for me to be fed the Living Word of the hour through these chosen men of God and the 5 fold ministry, bringing me into perfection. This part of the body of Christ has a better relationship than a natural family does. I love it dearly and I love my brothers and sisters in the Lord's body dearly, holding them to my heart. I am "VEXED" when anyone comes against any of them.

A few years ago, our dear Bro. Earl Childers brought messages on "Why We Had To Have A Prophet", the five fold ministry joined in the series and we had a jubilee. I'm understanding that now, more than ever. I think I'll pull out those messages and listen to them again. If you'd like to know, I'm confident that my pastor would send copies to you (or rather the tape ministry would do that at your request). Why not listen Paul, surely by your own words you would be delighted to what someone else has to say. Why not hear what Bro. Childers and others have to say about it or surely you're not going to put him down also.

Anyway, Paul, do you understand the change that took place in 1963? If so, then you would know the difference between "fallible" and "infallible" and when it was either "man" or "Son of Man".

You know Paul, this has done me good to write this e-mail. Make's me more thankful for my Brother ministers who won't be moved by anything that's not of God. We have passed the test of the enemy again and we are not going to subject to the "hiss" that he uses against the Bride now or ever. We are armed with the Word of the hour.

I'll be a good little girl and admit it does make me "mad" to hear anyone ridicule the most precious men of God and also berate the message churches whether they be right or wrong.

The denominational churches don't have to do that anymore. You do a much better job for them Paul. Aren't you a bit troubled by what you have done and then just continue on and on, or is your conscience seared? I thank God that my conscience did bother me for being so out spoken when I was going through what you are too.

Paul, guess what I did? One night, after I got home from work, it was too late to get to a service at the start. Got there a little before it was over, didn't understand just why I would go that late but God had a reason that I didn't know at the time. I felt compelled to go. (Do you know what that means? I'm asking this because you didn't understand a misspelled word of my Bro. Moore). Well, then and there before the congregation, I asked for EVERYBODY to forgive me and stated why. There were pastors and their congregations from several places that were there. First of all, I asked my former pastor, then everybody there that if anyone had an ought against me to please see me immediately after service and I wanted it all to be corrected that I would be forgiven when I stand before God......no one came. Since then, some sisters have told me that I did something that everybody present should have done. I learned alot about this from a tape I heard from my pastor and heard different ones in the service confessing to one another and forgiving one another. Paul, this wasn't a foot washing or communion service either. My....how these people helped and inspired me.

After that service that I told you about, I came home and called Bro. Childers about what I had done. He told me that I had done what was on my heart to do and now what they did with what I had said was on them. You see, Jesus knew that I meant what I said and all the guilt lifted from me.

Paul, would it be too hard to ask the people you have emailed to forgive you or do you think it will all pass over. Bro. Branham said it's better to be right in your spirit, didn't he?

The Bride cannot be deceived and cannot eat dead carcus or something of another age gone by. Spiritually, I have crossed over the chasm and in the 8th day....but in the flesh.....well....if you don't understand, better let the ministry explain for they are called to feed the Bride of Christ to lead her home. They KNOW what's right and speak the SAME things.

I KNOW WHO I AM, DO YOU???

Also, when I received tapes....emails, etc. from My Church, I'm like a little child who's not seen their mom or dad all day. I snuggled up and get full of food for my soul and EVERY night that God gives me as I lay my head and body to rest, you can bet your last dollar that Sis. (edited name) is listening to my pastor or fellow ministers preach the Word of The Son of Man to the Elect Lady.

Paul, if you find your kind of debatable thoughts wrong in my letter, please refer to my pastor Nate Moore, for he is truly qualified to correct me with the wisdom he has received from above that is first PURE, then PEACEFUL, GENTLE, and EASY to be intreated, full of Mercy, without partiality AND without hypocrisy! Hopefully, this will also let all of my e-mail friends know where I stand, even though we don't see each other here much and I thank all of you for your prayers.

Goodnight Paul,
(with held name as she is not a minister), Anderson, SC

P.S. For the Bride of Jesus Christ.....it's good morning Little Bride

Paul, Bro. Branham said you can't have but one pastor (one head of an assembly), I'm sorry to say that I did go to church where most of the men wanted to be head or pastor of that assembly. Now, I've been delivered of a place like that and I hope your intentions are not to try to be my pastor for I'm a part of the e-mail fellowship. You say you are to help us...how? I used to hear that a preacher preaches his convictions, of so, then you are having problems within yourself is probably why you passed the buck to others.

MAN, has God given me boldness in this hour. Thank you Lord Jesus. I am NOT in a valley of decision....PERIOD!

At the foundation of the world, I was predestinated to belong to Jesus Christ.

Paul, in your next letter, you don't have to prove what you have lined up already. We have THE prophet, Bro. William Marrion Branham, a living prophet in our day....who has already VINDICATED what we needed to know.

I believe that if since 1986, you couldn't find anyone who could please you and you separated yourself from everybody, then who pastored you? You are wallowing in self pity and are blaming everybody else. Wake up Paul, get out of your own little denomination of 300 people divided up into 50s. Quit trying to be tough...just humble yourself. You admit in your last sentence that you are the one among us who has the Word. SPEAK OF DENOMINATION???

Goodnight Paul

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