Guestbook of
Marlene Bouldin
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September 11, 1998
This is such a beautiful page. I cried as I read it, it touched me very deeply. Your mom sounds like she touched many hearts and left a lot of love behind. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know she is very proud of the pages ya'll have made for her though! I'm sure you know beyond a doubt that her job now as a guardian angel has just begun.
Blessings,
Viki
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September 13, 1998
Hi Mom,
Another teary day today. Just got done reading an encouraging Email from Jeanne Jay... Yes, she is online too now! She is trying to help, but it wound up putting me into a bundle of tears. Sure do miss you Mom. There are things going on here that have me very scared and I wish so much I had you to talk to . I need some advise, or just some comfort, or who knows, maybe a kick in the butt from you..... Just need you. I am going out to see Bob and Grandma next
weekend. Talked to Grandma today, Debbi and I sent her flowers for Grandparents day today. She said they were really pretty. Wish I could spend more time with her. But we talk at least once a week now, which is more than I used to - (sadly!) Anyway, I am still working through this Mom, I still have the feeling that if you were still alive, you would be unhappy and in pain, so I do know that you are in a better place, were things are happy and beautiful, and there is no pain..... I just need a bit more time, that's all!
Love you always Mom.
Dani
DZone
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September 19, 1998
Your memorial page for your mom really has touched my heart. I recently lost my mother July 3, 1998 of sudden death. I know and feel the things you feel. I know your mother is proud of you for what you have done here, her soul will alway's be connected to you in whatever you do, morning, noon
and night!
Anthea Bates
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September 24, 1998
Hi Mom,
So many things to say..... Dennis and I have split up. I cannot
believe it. I knew things were not great, but I had no idea this was going on in his head. At first I left, because I had somewhere close to go, (Rick and Terry Jay's) so that we could both still be here for the kids. That is not working, and I told him I am moving back in on Monday, he can stay or go or whatever... but I want to be with my kids in my house. I am so scared. And so lonely. Debbi is trying to help, but what I truly want is just for him to talk to me... to tell me that there is some hope. BUt it doesn't look like it. He is not being mean or nasty. Just cold. I don't know how to plan my life now.... I was planning on growing old with this man. Now it may not be and I am so lost. I miss you mom. I wish so much you were here to help me. I was able to talk to Bob.. he was kind and caring Mom. He feels bad, and offered to help in anyway he could. Grandma
too. She was really sad, and told me not to give up hope too fast. It was nice that she could be there for me in your place. I think it did us both some good. Gotta go to work now. I swear... I don't know how I am even thinking clearly right now... but then again, if I wasn't working, my mind would be totaly gone.
Miss you Mom, love you forever!
Dani
Remembering Mom
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September 26, 1998
This so beautiful. You love for your mother is so evident. Thank you for sharing it.
Patti
Michael Holland Argall
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September 26, 1998
What a nice tribute to your Mom. I am sorry for your loss. After having lost my Dad this year and my Mom being sick now, it was nice to see someone else who truly loves their parents. You were so kind to send me a note about my Kelly and Dad that I stopped to check out your web sites. I need to check into starting one of my own someday. Your site is wonderful. Thanks for sharing it with me.
Sue Stange |
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September 27, 1998
Mom,
Thinking about you today. Hope you are happy and healthy in your new place. We miss you terribly, and hope you are in a place where you can watch over us and guide us through our days.
Love you lots,
Debbi |
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Dani,
My heart is breaking for you. Your mom is very proud of a loving daughter such as you. My mum has been gone since 1993 and it still feels like it was yesterday. May God bring you peace.
Joanne Kocwin
Rebecca's Mom
Joanne's Pages |
| October 12, 1998
Hi Mom,
Wish I had some good news. Dennis is just as confused and uncommunicating as ever. He has to take the trailer out of the campground today. Don't know what he is going to do with it. Maybe park it at his Dads. He said he will stay on at his Dads, but I don't know. I think he may stay at a friends here, but not tell me. Just a hunch. I got angry yesterday, just told him that if he needed this, then just get on with it, call a lawyer, get it started. I know he waited for me for over 3 months, and I should do the same for him. But there is a lot of anger from me here. Anger that he is doing this now, now when I am not even over losing you and Vada, that I am struggling to get my mind back in order. I know he is scared, confused. I KNOW. I have been there. But he is going about this in a very distructive way. He is alienating his boys without even knowing (or caring.. I truly can't tell the difference.)
I tried to talk to Derik last night, and he just puckered up like a little boy and cried. I felt so bad, so sad, and so helpless. There is nothing I could do or say, only tell him how much we both love him, and how that will not change... the problem is,
it already had changed.... His Dad is just "not here" for him. When he is around, he sits like a bump on a log, like a babysitter or something... not like he is here for the only time to see him in 5 days. One day at a time... I know. Baby steps and all that. Miss you Mom, love you lots.
Dani
Remembering Mom
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November 6, 1998
Hace un año y dos meses que mamá partió en su viaje final y como sé que está en un lugar mejor, esto hace que lo tome con paz y calma, pero no evita que la extrañe muchísimo.
No tengo hermanos pero si dos hermosos hijos que ella pudo conecer pero no puede disfrutar.
Besos.
Lilian |
 | November 6, 1998
I just lost my Uncle, who was one of the GREAT lights of my life and I can truly sympathize with your loss... My MOM is the most important person alive to me....with the pain I've known with the loss of my Uncle... I couldn't even consider losing my
Mom... to imagine this is too difficult to comprehend even. I do feel for you and know how you must treasure your memories. With sympathy (and a certain amount of empathy)
Regina
Roxie's Journal |
| November 26, 2998
Hi Mom,
Happy Thanksgiving. Our first without you. Debbi is kinda having a hard time with it..... She has had the last 8 or 9 with you, except for the one year with Murph. We
both miss you so much. I am trying hard to be thankful for the things I do have... it just doesn't take away the pain of what I don't have: You, Vada, my husband, my family intact. How a life can change in the course of 10 short months. I am so lost. I miss you more than you could ever have guessed Mom. I long to be able to talk to you, and ask your advise. I am so alone... I hate it. The boys are having Thanksgiving with Dennis at his Dads. He is still living there. He is not happy, he has said as much, but still very confused. I spent this morning at the church, preparing Thanksgiving meals for the homeless and needy. I will stop at a new friends, and then go to Debbi's. It so
different. I feel like I don't belong anywhere right now. I feel like an orphan, a reject, not needed, not wanted. I know this is wrong, but it overwhelms me sometimes......... I just want the hurt to stop. Just stop! I miss you Mom, and love you always.
Dani
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November 29, 1998
Thank-you for the chance to visit your homepage. Your page is very touching! If you get a chance, stop by mine sometime and say hello.
Deb
Never Ending Story
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December 1, 1998
A beautiful flower for a beautiful lady and a mom, Marlene Bouldin!
Patti |
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What a wonderful memorial to your mom..My mother also passed away with congestive heart failure..May our "angels" in heaven look down upon us and guide us through the rest of our lives. God Bless You.
Annie
ANNIE'S WORLD |
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December 4, 1998
You've touched my own grieving heart...as we share experiences....mine's so similar to yours, we can begin to heal...I wish you the best for a continued journey on your way to that new "normal" ---nothing's ever the same after Momma's gone...best wishes...you've done a wonderful job on the pages that honor your Precious Mom....really touched my heart!! Take care, God Bless, and we'll both see them again!!
Julie Jones |
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December 5, 1998
Marlene was my grandma, I miss her alot. After I heard that she had died I cried for almost 3 hours, because I loved her alot and I still miss her very much. Every Christmas she sent me, my brother, and my 2 sisters ornaments for our tree. Me and my family miss her, especially my dad, he was her son, I guess that is all I have to say.
Laura Hallock |
| December 21, 1998
In memory of you and my precious Mom I give you a red rose, that and lilacs were my mothers favorites. I know that you are at peace and in a far better place than we are, you and momma...Welcome us when we come, until that day we will do all we can to honor you and the other wonderful mother's who have passed on.
With Love,
Rita Howard
Tribute to Momma
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December 29, 1998
Thanks for such a beautiful page. I lost my mother last month and find comfort in knowing that I am not alone in my thoughts and feelings. My mom was my best friend by far. Thanks again. Lovely page.
Marcy J. Aldrich |
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January 16, 1999
You left a great heritage of Love behind. What a wonderful accomplishment.
Stephan |
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January 21, 1999
I too lost my mom. I would like to make a page for her but not sure how.
Paulette Michelz |
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Happy Birthday Mom..sure wish you were here.
Debbi |
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April 15, 1999
Just thought I would swing by and visit your site. Have joined your web ring, but have had trouble contacting you with your email being returned. My condolenses to you and your family. Seems way to many of us out here are without our mothers.
Fondly,
Sue Tremblay
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April 16, 1999
Debbie,
We enjoyed your homepage and the write up about your mom.I'm sure you have some beautiful memories.
Betty Arnold
www.stampafresno.com
 | May 9, 1999
Happy Mother's Day to you Mom. Though it seems as if Mother's Day is everyday...
as not a day goes by that my Mother is not on my mind.
I miss you so mom. We have passed the one year mark,
and no, I don't see it getting alot better... maybe a little.
I didn't know how much a part of my life you were until
you were no longer in it. You are a special lady Mom,
and I was blessed to have had you to raise me. I know
there were times when you wanted to "bury me from
the neck down and feed me with a spoon" because
I drove you crazy... I remember that saying with a smile
now, but I hope I was able to make up for those "years"!
There is such an empty place in my life mom, and in my
heart. A place that was just for you. But you live on in my mind....
memories keep you close. I look forward to the day the
Lord comes for me Mom, comes to take me to be with Him.... and to be with you.
I love you always Mom.
Happy Mother's Day Angel!
Love,
Dani
Remembering Mom
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