Jason & Robin breakup.....


Thankyou to JMGA member and club assistant Jennifer for writing up this transcript for us. = )

Robin walks into Jason's hospital room. He is glaring at her as she comes in.

Robin: "What's wrong? Do you want me to call a nurse or somethng?"

Jason: "How could you?"

Robin: "What?"

Jason: "DON'T!!!!! I know."

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Jason: "How did you know where Sonny was?"

Robin: "I didn't. I don't."

Jason: "Did Mac find out?"

Robin: "What do you mean?"

Jason: "What did you say to him? To Sonny? Call him back." (extends his cell phone to Robin)

Robin: "I can't."

Jason: "Whatever you said, he took it the wrong way."

Robin: "I told him I was scared for you okay."

Jason: "Look.....call him back Robin."

Robin: "I can't. I don't know where he is. He had Brenda call me."

Jason: "And what? You told him to get rid of me? You told him to fire me?"

Robin: "Look. Sonny had his own reasons, okay? He did something on his own....."

Jason: "DON'T LIE TO ME ROBIN!!! Don't! It's the only thing left that keeps you from being like everyone else. Oh, he would do anything for you wouldn't he? Leave himself alone with no one he trusts to cover his back. You knew he would do it if you asked, and he did it."

Robin: "He doesn't want you covering for him, okay? He wants you here and he wants you safe. I must have told you that about 50 times but you wouldn't listen to me."

Jason: "What! If I would've listened to everything you told me, you might have let me keep my job?"

Robin: "I did it for you okay? For your life. Yes, I did that."

Jason: "My life? What life? Do you have a job for me bagging groceries now? Do you picture us going through the newspaper looking for ads that say 'We hire the handicapped.'"

Robin: "Jason, you can support yourself if that's the issue."

Jason: "Oh Robin, sure I have the money. I have all the money in the world. The Quartermaine's will give me more. They are dying for me to ask them. I don't ever have to do anything. I don't have to get out of this bed, and now I don't know what the hell I would do if I did!"

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Robin: "I don't understand you."

Jason: "You used to."

Robin: "Why do you think that your job is your life? Why do you think that there is nothing else worth living for? Do you know how that makes me feel?"

Jason: "It makes me feel like I oughta be living for you."

Robin: "You asked me to live for you once."

Jason: "No Robin. I asked you to live."

Robin: "That's all I'm doing."

Jason: "But you didn't ask me!"

Robin: "Did you think this could go on forever? Did you picture it that way?"

Jason: "Picture what? Why should I picture it?"

Robin: "What if something happens to Sonny?"

Jason: "I was there to make sure that didn't happen."

Robin: "What if he just decided he didn't need you okay? And he just let you go."

Jason: "He would never do that to me."

Robin: "Well he did, alright. I didn't know he was going to call you. I didn't know what he would say if he did. All I did was tell him I was afraid for you and I told him why and that was it. It's not like I put a gun to his head."

Jason: "Like hell you didn't!!! You put a gun to his heart. You said 'Do ths for me.' Or you probably said 'Do this for Stone. You promised him when he died like a dog, you would take care of me and this is how I want you to take care of me Sonny.' DIDN'T YOU?!? Didn't you? Because there is no other way that he would do this to me. And nobody else he would do it for. Not Alan, not Monica, not for all the money in the world. And he knows it sucks. And I didn't deserve it. And he didn't even have the right. We were closer than brothers Robin. He was my father. And if he makes it back from Florida, he's not going to be able to look me in the eye. Because you made him the one thing he wasn't. And that's a liar."

Robin: "You can't tell me that. You can't make me believe everything I think is false okay? But Sonny loves you. That is never going to change."

Jason: "WHAT GOOD DOES THAT DO ME RIGHT NOW!!! Tell me!!! If I am locked in a basement, what do I care who is sitting around having nice thoughts about me?!? I want them thinking of a key!!! I don't want them thinking 'Oh, the basement is the best place for Jason, 'cause there is something wrong with his brain and he can't take care of himself!!!'"

Robin: "That's not what I think."

Jason: "Well.....yeah it is. And I let you. When I woke up after that accident, I looked around and there were two people, only two, who seemed to know what they were doing that made any sense to me. And that was you and Sonny. So I watched you guys. If people said 'Hello', you said 'Hello' back. If people would cry, you would touch them right here." (points to his heart) "When people made a certain face that means they told a joke and you laughed. And I watched how all these things worked Robin. And you were the best at them than anybody. So when you told me to do something, I did it. To wear a watch, to say good-bye when you hung up the telephone, to be nice to the Quartermaine's, and to only have a certain kind of sex and only when you said. See, I didn't know this meant you thought you were in charge of me. So, if you need an excuse use that one."

Robin: "Could you and everyone else in the world just do me one little favor? Don't look up to me okay? I didn't die and go to heaven. God didn't appear to me in the clouds. Think I'm pretty. Think I'm smart. Whatever makes you happy. But I'm too damn little to be anybody's patron saint. You know what??? I didn't do this because it was best for you. I did it because it was best for me! And if I'm going to lose you it is going to be because you walk away, or because I hate your guts, or because one of us did something unforgiveable, which maybe I have. But you know what? I don't care. Because the one thing I am not going to do is put somebody else I love in a grave."

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Robin: "You are so ungrateful. Look at all the things God has given you. You are strong. You're free. You're healthy. Yes, healthy. Do you know what I think of your brain damage? I don't. I think it's a figment of other people's imaginations. You can't read a map. You can't draw a picture. So what? There are things all of us can't do. You have a family that adores you. You have a friend like Sonny who will put your good before his. And all of these things just irritate you Jason. If there is anything wrong with your mind it is that. It's not whether or not you remember the third grade or not. What gives me the right to say so? Because I had all of that. And it was taken away from me piece by piece. You don't know what it's like. It's all dark all around you and you're cold inside. Just like it is for them in the ground except they are asleep and you're buried alive. Don't.....don't you dare feel sorry for me while I am standing here telling you I couldn't fall in love with my life again until you walked in it. I can live without you. I know I can because I've done it before. But I will be damned if I have to when a few words from Sonny can keep you alive. How is that wrong? Even if it is why should I care? You call what you do a job but I think that's stretching it a bit. You can't tell me that there is nothing else in the world you can do except carry a gun and a cell phone and work for Sonny Corinthos. Sure if you want nothing to do with the Quartermaine's because they are half crazy because they lost you and half crazy anyways. Fine. Then maybe Sonny is the only game in town. But us, we can start over. In another town. In another country. Why not? Jason....why not? Tell me. Give me a reason why. Please."

Jason: "I don't. Live for my job. Why do you say that? I don't even understand that. Nobody lives for anything. I mean you live because you are born. You know, you have a warm dinner, a warm bed, somebody in it with you. And their breathing is the sound you hear when you wake up and the sound you here when you're not there. Then you're happy. And.....you want it to last. But you can't call it your life because maybe it won't. Then what? Then you go out and find something else to eat and another place to sleep if you know how. And I don't. I don't know how to do it in another country Robin. You would have to do it for me. What.....would that be life? Would I be your job? I can't even do that where you live now. The only place that I can make happen what I want to happen is where Sonny lives. When somebody does something, I know what to do back. If I want something, I take it. If somebody tries to fight me, I stop them. If I lose, I find somebody weaker, and take it from them."

Robin: "You can't convince me that you are the person you just described."

Jason: "I guess I can't."

Robin: "What are you going to do?"

Jason: "Wait."

Robin: "For what?"

Jason: "For Sonny. To come back. And make him look me in the eye and I'm gonna tell him what he did was wrong, which he already knew, and I'm going to make him take me back."

Robin: "Jason.....if you do that I won't be there. You can go back. I know you think you have to, but I can't."

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Robin is sitting on Jason's hospital bed, and they are holding hands.....

Robin: "I'm sorry. I don't want to change you. Well, I do. But maybe I don't want you to let me. I never want anything I ever do to have that much power over you. You're too strong. You're too beautiful. I'm not the first person to want something she can't have."

Jason: "I don't know what else I can do? I mean you say I should, but I don't."

Robin: "We'll be okay."

Jason: (voice cracking) "I won't."

Robin: "You will. You made me love every day. You made me want so many more of them."

Jason: (starts to cry) "Promise me you'll never get sick. Promise me you'll never get sick. You said I was always.....that I was never afraid of anything. But that was never true until now. 'Cause I was only afraid of this." (they kiss)

Robin: (crying) "I promise you there will never come a day when I don't love you. There will never become a day I won't feel so lucky that something so wonderful could have happened to me." (she gets up and turns to leave. Jason reaches out and grabs her hand. He looks at her, crying)

Robin: (pulling her hand away from Jason's) "Don't."

Robin leaves the room, and stands outside crying. Then runs out of the hospital. Jason is inside the room crying.....

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