Wildheart's Poetry: Volume II

      Volume II


      • One more time, the story of my life All my days laid end to end Oh, where do I begin Like an ancient mariner, I tell my tale over and over to no avail I hold out my hand and I am washed away I follow my heart and I'm abandoned at sea pulled under and left to drown Left to find the pieces of a pictureless puzzle Missing pieces that drag me down leave me lost never to be found In the ocean desert that leaves no trace of where I've been and no clues in the water to guide me home I can only roam From point to point Tell my story and each time hope for more than an anchor for a picture to the puzzle a map to the mystery a guide through the ocean desert of my soul © Wildheart 1994


      • In the year Zero The NoWhere Man ruled the world On his Zero day He did nothing, in his usual way No speeches were made no flags unfurled A day like any other for a man without a clue Living in the Middle of NoWhere with the world at his command he looked at it's creatures without a care and carried on as if they weren't there At mid year, with zero months still all his accomplishments totalled nil He used his reign to help no one made no plans and offered no solutions and regarding his own situation, nothing was done At the end of year Zero no one said goodbye to the NoWhere Man Infact, they were glad to see him go And on his zero day, with no seconds on the clock The NoWhere Man said nothing and crawled back under his rock © Wildheart 1996


      • Bury me alive and leave me smoothered in darkness Because pain rips at my soul bleeding from within growing weaker everyday And I have nowhere to go Outside a pale November sun a little warm glow Black, leafless elm trees with branches like barbed wire Keeping me from the only warmth I know I want to live, but I don't know how in the icy wind on a dead world And there's no comfort waiting inside So dig my grave it's a good place to hide From nightmares piranhas in the dark, nipping at my feet invisible hands, invading my sleep a face in the window, destroying my dreams Bury me alive and leave my tombstone blank They can't destroy what they can't find Hide the beauty and forget about me Because I have nowhere to go © Wildheart 1996


      • Several dozen hearts One can break while another heals One can wait while others scheme search for yet more hearts to steal Several dozen hearts feed one poison mind Covered by a fragile veil of dainty verses and painted smiles all too beautiful to behold But please, notice the trail of blood behind The blood of stolen hearts needed for a loveless brain One can break One can wait One can die and be replaced But the pain of poison eating away all things precious can never be erased © Wildheart 1996


      • The boiling rage of an angel fallen into the lake of fire daring to question authority absolute Forgive me father if I don't beg for your forgiveness for my rage forgotten so long locked in a cage Leave me to burn I'll set myself free I won't apologize for your discomfort I just didn't realize that you have the right to do what ever you might do to me what a thoughtless child I've been to insist that my body belongs to me © Wildheart 1996


      • The things that dreams are made of Are as dangerous as the night The dusk of twilight calls me to forget the sensibilities of everyday life I can have whatever I want if only for a moment if only for this time He's dangerous as the night in the dark streets that run through my mind Like a leaf in the wind I leave my better judgment behind Soar through the black that calls me to give in and follow a dark wooded path leading to my hearts desires To discover the mystery known only in dreams © Wildheart 1992


      • A cold wind blows an icy chill right through me or was it only a cold shoulder an icy glare Your moods rule the world When you are happy you let me smile and when you're sad my tears must flow Silence like a knife at my throat keeps me quiet no words will pass from these lips until you have something to say To be in your world is to be trapped in the eye of a storm deadly calm with turmoil all around Desperately searching for those rare rainbows and rays of light inbetween the storms that rule your world © Wildheart 1996


      • It's a mystery to me and I don't know where to go I dream that you're here when I know that you're not I believe that you care and hope that I'm right Am I wasting my time wondering as the day turns to night Looking to infinity pondering the reasons that I still have hope for you From you confusion is all I get sending me spiraling through the confusion that my life has become throught black and light blinded and blinding Looking to the sky with eyes open wide searching for answers pondering the reasons With a thousand questions What do the stars know that they won't tell me In what should I believe if not my dreams © Wildheart 1991


      • Time, technology and distance work so well together Half a world away a message sent from the heart those words on the screen really do brighten the day In the dark, distance grows multiplied by infinity plus eternity All the time in the world to ponder the distance but not a second to spare respond immediately, before all is lost Deleted Half a world away reality realized forever apart © Wildheart 1996



      • My sacrifice and what have you learned? That death is where I used to live Hiding in a grave fearing my own life and my own mortality Now, face to face with death and so alive I have learned that terror didn't destroy me the grave was never filled it was so easy to get out Alone, alone In that dark cavern I lay for so long Waiting for death to give me a reason to live © Wildheart 1997



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    "Adagio" - Samuel Barber