Love at First Type
sherryWe couldn't take our eyes off each other. We were constantly smiling like two teenagers. Arriving to his house he had welcoming signs posted, little notes everywhere, and a dozen roses. He made me feel very at home. He stocked the refrigerator with Pepsi (my favorite). The days that followed went by so fast. Lots of sharing, talking, laughing and just being together. We hardly left each others side. We tried not to think of me going back or leaving even though the last few days it was inevitable. We found ourselves crying no matter how much we tried to shut it out. We didn't want to part. We held on to each other til the last moment of me stepping on the plane. Tears flowing I turned to get one last look at him seeing his tears also. Back in Illinois I was happy to see my children but my heart was so torn. I had to be with slider2. We were back to the computer but now we had a real person to associate words typed acrossed a monitor. Our love was so strong and deep. The months that followed seemed like years. We talked and talked of what to do. I would be on the computer with him at every moment I could. He would even call me on his break from work. Doesn't seem strange till you think about calling Illinois from Pennsylvania on your break everyday. It was a bumpy two years. Me flying back and forth, the separation never being easy in either place that I was. Missing my kids or missing slider2. Each departure from the airport was hard no matter which end it was from. I couldn't keep being torn and decided to go to slider2. I wanted my children to come with me. Being old enough I gave them the choice to stay or come live with us. I know the choice was hard on them also but they both chose to stay. My son did try to come out here to live but found the adjustment too hard so he returned to Illinois. *sigh* It's been almost two years now since our first meeting. We been over alot of bumpy times and I still get down missing Illinois and especially my children and sister. Over the two years I have flown back and forth and the kids have came here. As of today's writing, June 1, 1998 my kids are coming Saturday June 6th to visit and I can't wait to wrap my arms around them!! As for slider2 and I we are still so much in love. I tell him everyday as he does me. I call him my shadow for when he is home he is by my side constantly. He tells me he knows what it is like to live now, to have someone special, to have someone who cares and to share with. And to think this all started with a simple
/msg sherry hi
in a chat room.
September 20th, 1999- Wow, how times flies when you are in love. Sam (slider2) and I are still very much part of each other. My son is living with me now and has been since his visit that June 6th, 1998. Which has helped me cope alot better having him here. My daughter has since graduated from High School and is now enrolled in college for business administration. I am so very proud of her. Way to go, Mandy!! I still miss my family so very much, especially my sister, Cindy. BUT hey! she got a computer recently so I get to keep in contact with her alot more now. I still go back 'home' and spend time with her which I hold dear to my heart and when I'm there of course I long to be home where my heart is-with slider2, 4everluv.
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