Rob's Love Poems


Forgiveness Poems

Fool In Me
God Hear My Prayers...
I Felt My Mistake
I'm Sorry!
I'm Sorry!!
Is There Life After Love?
Fate
FOOL IN ME
Theres a gap in my life
cause it's you thats not there
We don't even talk anymore
all i do now is stare.
I am missing you so much
and i'll wait forever for you,
Cause you made me so happy
i hoped you were happy to.

It's hard to watch you move on
If only i could do the same,
Do i excist to you
or am i a face without a name.
I feel so lonely without you
cause you were always there,
I am shut away from you
why is life unfair.

I remember the look in your eyes when you told me how we could be,
You looked glad to be mine
but theres a fool that lives in me.

GOD HEAR MY PRAYERS...
Forgive me God for I have sinned, Forgive me and make it all the way it had been.

I saw the Angel you send to me, you told me to care for her and by my side she will always be.

God, dear God, I made a mistake, Please say my life you will not take.

I saw my Angel fly to heaven with wings of love, it was then with a rock did I hurt her and I didn't know what I had done.

How could I hurt the gift you've given me, I'ts moments like these I think I should just flee.

Turning my back on her and leaving with shame, but I have come to realize, love isn't a game.

Turning my back on her won't do me any good, the things you have tought me God have been well understood.

I will stay by her side and help her fly once more, for she carries the heart that I once tore.

It's hard to ask for forgiveness when you know you did wrong, it's hard to make everybody understand you ment no harm.

I didn't mean for this to happen, I didn't want it this way, But I have to realize this Angel is not made out of clay.

She feels inside the pain I have caused, I hope that her love I have not yet lost.

Please God make this a brighter day, for I promise I will help you find a way.

Let me whisper through the deep, white, clouds, for her not to wonder what I feel for her for my love has no doubts.

I love you bright Angel and I'm sorry I threw you off course, Heaven is where you were going and thats where we both shall go.

always together, never apart, this I truly mean with my heart.

AMEN

I FELT MY MISTAKE
I felt my mistake, when you calmly walked away;
I realized I hurt you, when you had nothing to say.
I felt my mistake, when I was alone that night;
I realized for a while, you wouldn't be in my sight.
I felt my mistake, when the tears filled my eyes fast;
I realized that I just gave up the best part of my past.
I felt my mistake, when that night, I couldn't let go;
I realized that your touch is all I really know.
I felt my mistake, when I cried myself to sleep;
I realized that your heart, is all I really wanted to keep.
I felt my mistake, when I didn't sleep or eat,
I realized that I might not be as good as the guys you are going to meet.
I felt my mistake, when I asked you to give me another chance;
I realized that I lost my one true love at a slight glance.
I felt my mistake, I can't live without you;
I realized that the love I have for you is true.

I'M SORRY!
Laying here on my bed
My spirits not so high
In my eyes tears start to form
And I begin to cry

Just laying here and thinking
While staring at my ceiling
There is just no way to tell you
Exactly what I am feeling

Sadness, frustration, and pain
Just to name a few
But without and explanation
Those can mean anything to you

But to me they have meaning
They are what tear me up inside
Which is why I often get upset
And try to shy away and hide

Hide from the reasons
That I feel the way I do
This is why I hardly ever smile
This means everything to you

These feelings however
Are not caused by you
They are feelings bottled up
And caused by what I do

I try to forget these feelings
By acting happy and glad
But I cannot overcome them
And I end up getting sad

My sadness makes you sad
And puts a frown on your face
Then I end up staying quiet
This is always the case

But I am sick of being quiet
So from now on, I will try
To explain my feelings to you
And learn not to cry

Honey I am truly sorry
For acting the way I do
So from this point on I'll try my hardest
To be happy and put on a smile just for you

I'M SORRY!!
I look in the mirror and what do I see
Such hurtfilled eyes, the reflection in me
A young man portrayed in life as a beast
These shameful feelings must someday cease

A heart once filled with love and joy
With just one mistake can all be destroyed
Can she forgive, do I have that chance
To fufill my promise of endless romance

My heart it bleeds this pillow of tears
Overnight I'm living all my fears
To say I'm sorry is that enough
Or is over coming this just too rough

I want her, I need her, I made a mistake
My love for her she thinks is a fake
The future is blind, let's live for today
I'm sorry my love is all I can say.....

IS THERE LIFE AFTER LOVE?
If every road had a rainbow,
and every wish had a star...
If every tear had a shoulder,
and every dream was afar...

Every fool is a lonely fool,
and such a fool am I...
Every night I think of you,
and every night I die...

Is there life after love?
Some things are uncertain,
but some things I am sure of...

Like angels in the heavens,
and God up above...
I am not sure,
but is there life after love?

You gave me forgiveness,
but you could not forget...
I should never had told you
what I'll live to regret.

The truth lies between us,
and I can't take it back...
It's too late for secrets,
it's much too late for that.

Here I am...
There you are...
The distance between us...
it seems so far.

Let's give it a chance...
put our hurt in God's hands...
I know in my heart
that we will be together again.

Yes, there is life after love.

FATE
What was the start of all this?
When did the cogs of fate begin to turn?

Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,
From deep within the flow of time...

But, for a certainty, back then
Love was that of what was shared...

Two beings entwined into one...
Soulmates was that of what we were...

Future with out worries,
Security of each other was all.

Pain, Torment, Confusion
The breakings of my spirit.

Hole unfilled,
Sound of the echoes of my spirit
weeping for that of what is no longer...

Nothing.... A black empty nothing..
A Guilt filled hole.

To turn the times back,
Seeking forgiveness.

Copyright © 2000 Rob Ranville

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