friday, two days later
i applied for a job at a café. it's called escape café; the name appealed to me. i didn't put my real name down on my resumé, i just said it was jim. it was easier that way. i hope to be out of everyone's hair soon. i'm still at grandmama's, but soon i'll have enough. nitro's offered me his place but i didn't think it'd be right. i could also stay at lisp's, but i'd be going right back to what i was trying to get away from. i heard from zero that neo's looking for me, and that mohawk and skater aren't together anymore, and that self-pity tried another suicide stunt, and that valium was holding another party soon, would i want to go?, and a whole bunch of other shit i stopped, or want to stop, caring about.
i want to run away but to what?
i also dropped out of school, by the way.