The way I am feeling
Like I thought you would
The things I have been going through
You sent me songs
Saying I had "heart of stone"
But you're the one that was wrong
At that time I felt all alone
I needed a friend
Someone on which I could depend
I really cared about everyone
I didn't realize what you thought I had done
You'll never understand how much I had cared
Just like I'll never understand you, your band, or your hair
I am the one who has been hurt
You're the one who has been treating me like dirt
Always bringing up the past
Making me feel bad
For something that has
Made you sad
Listen to me
Can't you see
You are one of my best friends
We've known each other since birth
Right now I'm confused
Right now I've got the "blues"
I am scared
I don't want to go to Illinois
I don't want to go there
What will happen this time
What will go wrong
What will you write about me
What kind of song
Dear lord please help me
There are three more days
Before we leave
Everynight I shall pray
That one day he will learn to believe
That I care about him as a friend
And too much to hurt him
Written August 1990
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