My Dying Diary #15

I have just finished reading Missy's Diary and I am indeed impressed. She is a very strong woman, and I need to know some strong people.

She made me think a lot. Things that I don't like thinking. Like, how I was a year ago, two years ago. How fucking petty I was, how utterly unappreciative of life I was. How much I allowed myself to hate, and how little I allowed myself to love. And, until recently, how little I allowed myself to hope.

She seems to be doing really well with her religion; I guess that's good, I wish that I could believe sometimes... but I know that's not my answer. I need something solid, something concrete.

I need someone to hold me.

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