I miss him. I don't want to do all my reading, I just want to lie around in bed and daydream about him. Thinking about how he liked everything I did on Wed., which was so cute and amazed me that someone would do that (other than my mother)...hence the song title today.Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic Though I've tried before to tell her of the feelings I have for her in my heart every time that I come near her I just lose my nerve as I've done from the start Every little thing she does is magic everything she do just turns me on even though my life before was tragic now I know my love for her goes on Do I have to tell the story of a thousand rainy days since we first met it's a big enough umbrella but it's always me that ends up getting wet Every little thing she does is magic everything she do just turns me on even though my life before was tragic now I know my love for her goes on I resolved to call her up a thousand times a day and ask her if she'll marry me in some old fashioned way but my silent fears have gripped me long before I reach the phone long before my tongue has tripped me must I always be alone Every little thing she does is magic everything she do just turns me on even though my life before was tragic now I know my love for her goes on Every little thing every little thing every little thing every little thing she do is magic magic magic magic magic magic -The Police
Last night instead of doing homework I messed around thoroughly with my homepage so it would be presentable if/when (probably when) I show it to him. I figure he'd want to see it. Anyway, it's now "presentable", but I realized that I didn't delete my "votes on the future of msol" post on my board (linked there too), and now...well, ugh, if he sees it...better put it off a bit longer. I was rearranging things on my computer so if he wants to mess with it he won't see 'em- I'll need to take my links to Geocities and my page off bookmarks, I already deleted some stuff I have linked off his page, and hid the pictures of him I downloaded in a file.
Also been checking Dejanews for old newsgroup stuff...for the homepage I was putting together the Davis Math Exam, and also checked around for other things...I am amazed that different stuff crops up every time I do a name search...like I found these things he wrote a week or so before he asked me out...hmmm.
"If there were someone to go to bed to, I wouldn't be messing around on the internet..." (11/4)Kinda sounds good for me, doesn't it? =) Oh, someone else answered the cat meowing question with "It's because they love you." Aww. Okay, not really working here, but still sounded cute. I also asked on the coat question (i.e. a deliberate thing?), and got "Don't read too much into it. BUT, don't discount the possibility, either!" as a response."I've been having this problem meeting women who are in, or intend to stay in, the same county as me. Sigh." (11/13)
As for my decision as to what to do re: e-mails and whatever...since practically no one reads this, I discovered, I figure I might as well be lazy and leave things alone!
Anyway, I can't believe I miss him (already? Damn. Bet he misses me though). I want him back from L.A. I don't want to think about anything else, like reading Villette like I'm supposed to. Or both my class readers. Or some short story. I'm bad. Instead I debate whether or not to go home for the three-day weekend coming up, or stay here and hope we get up to something...if I don't do anything with him things'll be boring as hell here, and deserted... oh hell, I don't know.
I gotta quit and go back to reading.
The annoying roommies again...let's see, SOMEBODY OTHER THAN I (I don't know which, but I came back from lunch and found this) broke the toilet, then tried to mess with it and water went all over the floor (yet DIDN'T put in a work order to get it fixed), THEN Megan yells at me for not cleaning the bathroom, goes on and on about how she and Chelsea are soooo good about doing it on time and I'm not, blah blah blah...this from the same chickie that hasn't taken out her trash for ages and ages, there's an avalanche going on again in there. She claims she hasn't been home all day to do it, but she was so snotty about it I'm suspicious...
Suffice it to say that I'm very annoyed with 'em. Again. Geez, I don't care who messed it up, just PUT IN THE GODDAMN WORK ORDER. Morons.
Sarah called me tonight to gripe about stuff and asked "So, when are you moving in here?" Oh, how I wish it was soon... except for the loss of bedroom privacy (she's got 1 bedroom) and cats shredding stuff.
I didn't need this to take my remaining glow from the week off...now I'm feeling like my old annoyed self again. Somebody better get back from L.A. real quick, I'm getting cranky.
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