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Well, I wasn't that bad off at the beginning of the day- hung out with him at the GSA office this morning after class and walked him to lab. Then went to English and found I'd gotten a C on the last paper. I feel as if I just can't win/improve in this class, and it's pissing me off!!!!!
And the day just wasn't fun from then on, really. But knowing that I wasn't going to see Remington tonight eventually...I was miserable. Again. I realized I'm miserable every night he has his night off. Every one so far I get depressed, do no work, and spend the evening whining to Jess or Melissa or Zoe on IRC and/or hoping Remington will come online. (He didn't tonight.) I am just not getting over this. I'm always upset that he's in Davis and free and I can't see him, won't see him all that night. Nothing to look forward to. He won't be around to cheer me up like he always does. I'm not like this on nights he's with Zoe anymore...I'm ok then...but on his nights off, I'm unhappy.
This sucks.
Why can't I get over it?
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