As I find out more information about where we are heading, I am finding that more possibilities unfold. It's kind of like being in a rollercoaster car, but you can't see that you're in it, so you feel like you're freefalling, but you're not. The only thing that really makes it fun is that you know it'll end. And you'll be able to disembark and do something more docile like Arts and Crafts.

Today, I got my HBa1c back from the doctor's office. I don't know why I'm so damned tired, but it's not because I'm anemic and it's not because of my disease. My hba1c is 6.1. Normal is 4-6, so I'm pretty borderline. That's what it was when I was first diagnosed though, so I've been walking a lot each day and attempting to have some sort of exercise regimen.

Oh, and my boss has tentatively offered to have me edit for them via telecommute when I move, so I can retain money through the summer which ought to buy Mike his pick 'um up truck for the winter.