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Page 14 "Dual Perfection"
"Support"
"Silent Terror"
"Out"

I looked into your eyes,
I saw peacefulness and calmness.
I smiled when you did,
All because of the way your eyes
Seemed to hide something behind the perfection.
I cannot help but stare and gaze into them.
They are such a menial and trivial thing,
But when they are accompanied with a smile,
The whole thing is changed.
And I looked into your eyes,
Seeing something I remembered from before,
Someone I knew, someone that was never there.
Maybe it was someone that I wish was there,
But wasn’t.
And your eyes are a reminder of the beauty,
That I never knew.

"Support"
10-27-97

Playing the time,
Searching for the light,
Looking at a reflection,
And finding yourself.
Feeling the emotions,
And pondering on thoughts.
Watching the tears fall,
And staring into a mirror.
The weight on my shoulders,
Increases every day.
And I often look for a support,
One that stays continually,
And doesn’t waiver from day to day.
I need a support,
Something to back me up,
And stand by me everyday.

"Silent Terror"
10-30-97

The words are locked,
The emotions aren’t there,
The smile is gone,
And the eyes are dry.
The terror of silence,
The consuming and horrible thought of silence.
Making a sound to break the silence,
Having the courage. . .
And nothing else.
It’s a joke, and a game,
Nothing is what it seems anymore,
A true smile is only a memory,
And they are forgotten quickly.

"Out"
11-1-97

Taking the chance,
And wishing I hadn’t.
Wanting to be remembered,
But instead forgotten.
The dreams inside of me,
Die everyday.
They leave with you,
And the only thing I can say now,
Is "Goodbye".

And I wish I could say more,
I wish I could be optimistic,
But it’s hard.
You have no idea how hard it really is.
Try to ignore your feelings,
Try to forget your emotions.
It gets me nowhere,
And that’s where I’m headed.

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