The words are written slowly,
The feelings come naturally.
The tears fall without obstruction,
The pain is always there.
It never leaves.
The pain is mixed with days
Filled with happiness.
But those days never last.
I always return to the days of the past.
Nothing mattered then,
I was filled with love.
But now, I'm missing something.
I'm missing the thing I need the most,
I'm missing the Love.

Madness.
I'm completely crazy,
I'm hatred at its lowest form,
And I'm bitter.
I haven't forgotten,
I haven't forgiven.
I don't have the peace.
I can't handle these
Crazy situations on my own.
I can't fight the inner demons
That have such a hold on my mind.
I need the strength.
I need the love.
And I need to love back

All through the night I scream,
I cry out at the dark, angry skies.
I search for some glimmer of light
In this otherwise dark and dismal world.
There must be some way of this confusion,
Somewhere in these dark skies of hatred,
Between the howling wind
And the shimmering moon,
Between it all, the notes are struck.
The chime which lasts an eternity,
And echoes across the land.