I Seek Only the Truth That is Hidden Way Deep Into the Depths of Everyone...
LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! June 14, 1998
I searched the whole wolrd for someone like you, dont u know it's true love... ur heart fits me like a glove... true blue baby I love u.... U know when you see someone from the past and it's like weird memories like come back and stuff??? This weekend has been like THE weekend for people from the past and reuniting and everything... well, I didnt reunite w/ the person i expected to see this weekend but thats ok... I fixed a friendship this weekend that was almost ALL GONE... I couldnt bear to witness these painful memories of things and how they were between us anymore.... so I fixed things... so that relationship is good now =) But I have an enemy who used to be :::gulp::: do I dare say it??? A confidante to me... And I once again discovered something else I didnt know about him...( email me if you want to know what it is I SAW that he sent a 13 year old girl!!!) it was so sick and twisted that all I feel towards this person is disgust and hatred for what they have done... poor poor girls who wont listen to us and what we say... you know when you try to warn someone to help them out??? Well, me and a friend of mine have been trying hard on two girls to tell them what he is really like... most of you probably dont believe in seduction over the online waves and all that crap... but i've been there... I wasnt actually seduced... but I was played a fool, eventhough I swore I had NO feelings at all towards this person, it still hurt me... and i will NEVER forgive this person for what they have done... why do fools fall in love with fools like you??? I never was in love with him myself, but OTHER girls were... but, yet I still felt the rejection... why is it that when you are trying to help someone to see the truth in something, they have to turn right away to the "ultimate deciever" --S. quote... ???? Brainwashing is possible on the net... ya know???? And I havent quoted on this yet, or told my story... cos it's a LONG story, and this isnt even the half of it... but in the past year or so, i have gone through ALOT and I just think that letting go of someone who brought me down, brought my hopes up, to crash them down ( eventhough I never cared entirely for him) makes me have this great feeling of accomplishment... and when I say " another song for that guy" on my other pages, THAT IS WHO I MEAN... but i doubt he'd be able to figure out what the songs mean anyway... but now I am extra careful who I talk to and associate on the net and in regular normal offline life... I think the whole situation has made me to become a better person when it comes to things like these... I know how to treat people, and I know who to watch out for... heaps thanx to all of my friends who told me to stay away from him all along, and to my good bud Stacey who I never couldve done all this stuff without!!! her generosity towards me has been aussome!!! Thanx for sending me the "different" pics... who knew that people's facial features could change in a matter of 8 months... and gf's eye color... hmmm.... hehe... well im out peeps... im done writing for tonite...
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How can I exist without you??? LET THE RABBITS WHERE GLASSES!!! June 17, 1998... That's a lyric from "Shame" by stabbing westward... I found it on an old tape I had that was taped off of DRE... DRE SHALL LIVE FOREVER!!! -- that's a different story about my old fav radio station that is gone now ::::sob:::: and i dont feel the need to get into that now... newayz.... i was thinking when i listened to this song about who he wrote it about... the lyrics to that song r waaaaaaaaaaaay too powerful to not have meaning to them... or r they someone else's lyrics??? Whoever they r about they r really aussome and u can tell that someone felt some major pain and major feelings for someone... and im really glad i got to experience the feelings they felt in that song... i'll find those lyrics on the web and put them on my lyrics page... till then... im out...
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! June 29, 1998 Have any of u ever had one of those friends who had to have everything u did??? Just to make themselves more better then u??? I never said anything till now, but it's getting out of hand to the point where i am breaking down and crying.... it hurts ya know??? When someone takes something from u that u feel is special... i cant write nemore....
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! July 7, 1998 FINALLY!!!! Geocities FINALLY lets me on my webpage... do u know how pissed I have been to not be able to edit my page when i have wanted to???? Ok, well here goes, ive got like a MILLION things i could talk about but i simply dont have the type rite now to tell u lovely people about them all.... neways.... 5 days till OZZFEST!!! do u KNOW how EXCITED i am???? Im like jumping out of my skin excited... im gonna finally see TOOL, and on July 12th i WILL have a review of the show and Ozzy and everything... i cant wait, im so siked... okay, since we're on the muzakal track rite now ( woah kool, tracks r on cd's ok.... i know... stupid laura joke... just shut my mouth k??? ) i bought the FUEL cd the other day ( actually this really nice guy bought it for me, thanx Steven =) and see this is the story... i was so blessed on February 22, 1997 to get to see the chair and everything and Fuel opened for them that nite... at the time i had never even heard of fuel or nething, and i was kinda dissapointed i wasnt going to be seeing HANDSOME which featured some of the members of helmet I believe it was... but after their set and after falling down in the ,mosh pit, i was like YES!!! theyre kool.... so then i was like i should look for them in the store, but i never got my lazy arse to actually do that.... so back in March im listening 94.1 YSP here in philly and i hear this song they say is by Fuel and im like " woah! I know that band!" and then i dont hear the song for a little while longer... and then i hear Shimmer on the radio and im like, kool, theyre getting publicitity, and then people start talking about them including one of my best friends Chrissy... so the other nite im like dying to hear Shimmer on the radio b/c i had downloaded a clip of it as a wav file, so im tormenting myself the other nite listening to Y100 and listening to all the big band flapper 20's crap i repeat CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell is on the radipo these days, i dont wanna know... i never listen to it, and MAN am i glad... and then thankfully steve saved me and bought it for me... that Y100 experience will never have to occur again... thank u!!!!! neways... im like listening to them and stuff, and no i dont remember any of the songs from the concert and it's really kool yet kinda weird, that it took them over a year to get popular and stuff hehe... but im happy for them, they desreve success... ok... on that note... i think im gonna shut up now before i start ranting and raving about how certain people r, cos u know.,... it's just not right to diss ur friends... no matter how much they piss u off... till the next time i can get on my webpage, and hopefully this WILL SAVE.... im out...
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! SPECIAL DEDICATED TO TOOL!!!! July 11, 1998 (early hours)...
IN A FEW HOURS I AM GONNA SEE TOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES I AM EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am currently listening to Rockerz on YSP here and I am pumping myself up for today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!! NEXT TIME I WRITE WILL BE MY AUSSOME REVIEW COS THE REVEREND MAYNARD, REVEREND ADAM, REVEREND DANNY and REVEREND JUSTIN, WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!! ROCK ON MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooo oooooooooooooh!!!! I LOVE TOOL!!!!!!! Bottoms up!!!!!!!! To TOOL, and OZZFEST 98!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luvs u all, -LAuRa*... im out w/ my adrenaline rush...
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! July 16, 1998 I LOVE TOOL.... thats all i gotsta say, her'es my review and everything my exclusive to Life Stories.... yah baby.... here's my review from Toolshed.down.net and my letter to my friends after the show...
Ok.... YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! I saw the most aussome band on the planet
perfrom live!!!!! I have been waiting an entire year for this moment as
u all probably already know.... the day was completely aussome.... if u
werent at ozzfest then u missed out majorly =) Well, im gonna put my
review that was published on toolshed.down.net today, cos the text didnt
wrap around ( evil HTML) the one part i forgot to add was how
entertaining the crowd was... ive never seen that many drunk, naked and
stoned off their arse people in one place.... but it's all in good
fun!!!! i just wish i had my lighter w/ me for when ozzy was on....
here's my happy review... go see it for urself on
toolshed.down.net
In the tours section, and then July 11th Ozzfest show in Camden...
alritey
Last nite's show was amazing for me.... this was the first time i have
seen TOOL, and it was just incredible... Pushit was so beautiful and it
just made me want to cry... But i am going to start reviewing with
everything... ok... I got there about 1:30 in the afternoon and I have
no idea who was playing on the second stage, but i was watching a little
bit, then they left and I traveled on up to the lawn.... i watched
sevendust but i had no idea who they were i recognized only one of their
songs.... and then i went back down the second stage for a little while
and watched whatever band was playing.... then i went back to the main
stage for Soulfy... this is another band that I dont know much about,
and then i stayed and watched Limp Bizkit and slowly pushed myself up to
the front.... during Megadeth I got all the way to the lawn railing...
this was torture cos i am not a megadeth fan and i was dying to see
TOOL... ( im not dissing megadeth, theyre just not my kind of music that
i like to listen to)... finally megadeth ended and they started setting
up for TOOL... someone said Maynard was dressed as a roadie??? I coulnt
see that well to see what he was wearing... but i think that was a
pretty clever disguise cos whoever said he couldve been walking around
all day was probably rite.... he probably did... but neway... i was
really surprised at what they started out w/... here's the set list... (
not in perfect order, cos i cant really remember)
Part of Me
Hush
Stinkfist
Crawl Away
Sober
Bottom
Pushit ( even longer then the original on Aenima... it's beautiful!!!)
Aenema
When they left I truly wanted them to stay on longer... i really would
love them to do their own tour cos then theyd play more and us TOOL fans
will get more out of it... maynard said some things during the show but
i couldnt really hear cos the people near me were kinda loud and i was
on the lawn... ( yes i know, sucky place to be) but the kid next to me
had binoculars so i got a few glimpses of them up close... but i still
could see them from where i was... they had the screens going... at one
point it looked like an eye being operated on... as for the band's
movements... i really enjoyed watching maynard dance.... it's very
entertaining... and at one point towards the beginning of their set
maynard and Justin Chancellor were facing each other... i thought that
looked pretty kool... I only got a few secs of watching Danny's drumming
cos it was kinda dark on the stage.... Adam didnt move hardly at all...
which is good, cos i dont find showing off by jumping around too
entertaining... and besides, it takes talent to write what they do, and
concentration to play live... but it was truly amazing.... and i wish it
wasnt over... and i really want to see them go on their own tour...
As for OZZY... he's the man... and he's really funny.... DOWN WITH
POP!!!!! hehe.... thats all i gotta say.... if u get the chance to go to
ozzfest, go... cos TOOL is aussome and together TOOL and OZZY make up
for the rest of the bands that were there... =) Cheerio!!!!
Ok... that's my happy little review... I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!
hehehehe.... if u get to go to OZZFEST, u best be going.... cos it's
aussome....
My excitemenet has died off a bit since i realized im not gonna see TOOL again for awhile, so shut up and read it k???? till later freaks, im out....
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! July 30, 1998 Laura's been having kinda a thinking drought, well not really, cos im always thinking about something and i cant stop and i hate that.... my mind is more messy then my room which is pretty hard to beat.... so i thought i'd give an update.... im going to the shore in a few days w/ my friend Kel Kel.... hehe.... tomorrow I am going to Dorney Park... for the second time this week, i went on sunday ( shut up, i know how jealous u all r),,, so im feeling pretty special to be going again.... life has been pretty boring lately, although i got myself a job... and that is kinda kool i guess and stuff, but i have been having random thoughts, just not at the present moment and it's been difficult to get on here to edit my webpage, so i havent been lately.... how many fates turn around in the overtime? ballerinas that have fins that u'll never find, u thought that u were the bomb yes well so did i, say u dont want it, say u dont want it, but u dont, dont really mean it... say u dont want it, this circus we're in but u dont dont really mean it.... im singing Tori Amos in case u didnt know, so im out, byeeeee-- i'll be back soon for some shore memories.... Brigantine here I come...
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LET THE RABBITS WEAR GLASSES!!! 9-26-98 Ok ok shoot me!! I havent written in over a month or so... but alot has happened... but unfortunately for those of u who actually read this, it's not going to be ne of ur business... well, what is it about working and doing stuff I HAVE to do that makes life so miserable? I mean tomorrow I have to work a 6 1/2 hour shift bagging groceries... ugh... yeah im pissed and im going to do my homework TONITE... a Saturday nite!!! how gay is that? I'm waiting for my friend to get here w/ her boyfriend and then I mite not get ne homework done tonite... but why is it that I am filled w/ dread everytime I think of doing something like working? I dont even know what my hourly wage is being the fact that i havent worked there since I left for Sea Isle City ( God I miss it... DAVE AND ANTHONY!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!)... and they schedule me or that!!! How dumb... but ya know, it is a way to get myself out of the house and do something, like make mopney, God knows how much, but I have to get up and go to work... how pointless... I wonder if I get a break, hmmm... neways... that's my ranting for today... so i'll shut up and leave u all in peace, sign my guestbook dammit!!!!!!!! and one more thing: I HATE PEOPLE!!!
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