WeLCoMe To MY POeMs PAgE
This is a poem about these two idiots who think they're in LOVE online, and they needed a poem written about them... I'd say their names, but the guys name is fake... but "his baby" is too stupid to realize that... I have but one thing to say, HA!
Wedding Bells Dinging ( The Sound of IM's)
The happy little couple
They stroll down the online aisle
hand in hand
Mouse to mouse
I'm laughing
the tears well up in my eyes
Not because I'm happy for them
They look so stupid together
never even seen each others faces
He bought her many things
A pullover jacket,pics, a ring of love and friendship too
Oh he was handsome, too bad his face isn't real
She sent him her love in cards, candy hearts for valentine's day
His birthday was on Valentine's Day
How appropriate
What a true romantic
You try to tell her,
She claims you are trying to hurt her
Go hold your bears
Remember, his cologne scent is still on them
And she always loved the way he smelled
I bet she holds them close at night
Dreaming of that face
The one who claims to be the perfect man
Understood everything, everything you said
One day she will hate him
And come crawling back to us
She divorced him
Or maybe he ditched her
At her cheerleading camp
They thought they knew each other so well
She told him too much
She'll regret it soon
Found out she knew someone who wasn't real
But remember, you can't do background checks
It's all a glamour
A glamour to keep her fantasy's alive
but online weddings only are online afterall
Too bad she tried to take it further
He was the perfect guy
Would beat up any other who tried to hurt you
Too bad he did it for every other girl
He had the perfect face, a role model for his family
Too bad his dad was too hard on him
Perfect grades, perfect body, perfect sports, perfect girlfriend, perfect life
he's so perfect he must be gay
I've seen his indetity
All 6 of them I must say
To me they all look different
I find it funny
I wonder if the cheerleader noticed before she got married to him
How much she didn't know
How often he would ignore her
And tell her about other girls he loved?
She claims she knows
Too bad her wedding will never exist
But his will, probably already has
It rained on the day every one of us met him
Our fates were to be carried out
But it rained the hardest on the day she met him
Too bad she didn't notice the extra gray clouds
Maybe she wouldve noticed the signs in the sky
Something tried to warn her
But failed
Just like the rest of us
Can you give up your hopes for him?
Your dreams? other guys?
We were offered them gymnast... but I wonder if you were
Love is a strong word
Used by him too often
He cared
I fed him lies
I bet you did too
He bought them all
Too bad he never knew
I never loved him
And neither did you
One day you'll see it
He doesn't love you
Sorry to tell you online bride
But your groom isn't gonna be there when you sign off
He has other brides waiting for him
Online as well as off
Consider yourself cheated on
But, we warned you...
That fateful day
You walked hand in hand
Mouse and mouse
Sometime in March I believe it was
You thought he was there for you
You thought he loved you
You gave it up, and
You lost
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This poem describes depression the best I could
"Untitled" July 5, 1998
I take away the pieces bit by bit
I take them away
But this time I'm stealing them
But from someone else
Myself
I feel the loss
Being pulled away from me
But this thief is a different one
I hate her more then anyone else
She steals more from me then anyone ever could
I give up more to my mind
More then I ever should
Feelings, feelings, feelings
She's waiting for me to walk by
She wants to take more from me
I'm walking on tiptoes this time
Maybe she won't hear me walk past
If she can't hear she can't take, and i can't hurt
Slip your soul inside my head
She won't steal from you
She only feeds on me
Watches me suffer
Feeds her wants and needs
Take me from here
Why doesn't she take it all at once?
She likes to watch me fall down slowly
An Inhumane death is what she is about
But what happens when I do dissapear?
What will she use to sustain her hunger?
Her hunger to watch me in pain?
Feed her, feed her, feed her
She is a cannibal to me
But she doesn't eat human flesh
Or other human souls
Just MY inner being
Just me
No one else
Just me
Inside
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Me Myself and I 12/10/97
Push the knife deeper into my skin... my soul becomes wounded... your words mean nothing.... they mean my life in front of me... flashing before my eyes...taken... away from me... sweet memories... harsh wounds... rejection... my own spit in my face... world class loser.... accomplishments... they were never achieved.... goals... never set... happiness handed to me... unaccepted... pain willed upon me by myself... will you not learn? it's not you... it's me.... I can't change my face... so I hide it in the storm that will come again...
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I've Felt Your Pain ( Believe it or Not) May 22, 1998
I feel your pain, I've felt it before... believe it or not, I've been there too... the thoughts through your mind... love left you alone again... those hopes you had once are gone again, believe it or not, I've felt the same thing... your dreams are they gone? Believe it or not, I've felt it before... the thoughts, make them stop, leave me in peace, is that what you're thinking? Why? I feel your pain, believe it or not, I've felt like this before too... you want someone, yet everyone makes you hurt more, you want to run somewhere, but there isn't anywhere, left alone, loneliness and pain, Light... the light is somewhere, I promise you, it's there, you'll find it, but darkness is burdening you now, but you'll find it, you'll find it, cos the light is your happiness... and happiness is always there... somewhere…
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MIRROR, MIRROR 5/15/98
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who's the fairest of them all?
" Not me" I say.
Give me your answer, give me your sign
Tell me what you think and feel inside
OUTSIDE.
Outside lies material things
Goodlooks won't get you your angel's wings.
FLY.
Soar high throughout the sky, yes you can fly, you looked in the mirror.
But, do you remember what you saw?
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who has the purest soul of all?
Who hasn't cracked, when put under pressure?
Who hasn't hurt others or ever felt depression?
" Not I" I say.
Hurt, break, moan, cry, lament
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Tell me what I am compared to them all
"Stop looking for answers" you say.
You'll know the answer.
MAYBE.
Someday.
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YOUR WORDS 4-30-98
Your words... they hurt me... they paralyze my life... let me step backwards... your push has allowed it to happen... u say u want to watch what u say, ur afraid to upset me... fine.. I can go on feeling like I did before... I dont need to show emotion, I dont need to show pai, I dont need to show any of you what u do to me... I tear a unity apart...Maybe I am more of a bother then what is good... maybe I should go... but your string hold me back, your strings pull me down... let me go... I want to be left in my hole... a hole that once had light shining in it... now darkened again by your words... pull something from me that means more then my life, and watch my life crumple to the ground ( it never did mean that much to me)... it's almost over for me... u push me down again and again... u take away from me the most important pieces of my soul, so I fall and fall again... but u refuse to let me go... on my own, into my hole away from ur hurtful words... just let me go...
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YOU 10-10-97
You left me standing here all alone, Why?
I dont wanna cry...why must I suffer?
What have I done so wrong?
Why do I deserve such grief from my "friends"?
You arent one... At least not to me... Maybe not to anyone... not even yourself...
Can I ask you a question?
What's it like to hurt me?
Is it fun? I thought you understood.
But you dont.
No one does.
I was wrong about everything, especially "you".
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I SPY 5/22/98
Bodies...walking past... familiar faces... some so familiar... u dont want to see them... watch them walk past... fake a grin... so shallow... those perfectly made up faces... looking for those few hours of action... I'm watching, but you dont see me... I see your actions, yes theyre dumb... Im judging you, but you dont see me... listening to your every word, but u dont know Im nearby... judging ur every will to make urself seem so great... ur shallow, Im aware that u cant see me...
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THE ARSEHOLES CREED
Two words... LIFE EXPERIENCE...
Once was a soul...
Now we must find...
He hurt others...
And now we must bind...
Pull it away...
Slip into the night...
Tear his soul away...
And leave his body full of fright....
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This is about certain LESSER BEINGS then have been "bugging" me lately...
MORE POWER
I'm the bigger being
So watch your itty bitty step
I can destroy your teeny tiny world
And I will stop at nothing…
Don't you dare come near me
I promise you, you'll regret it
I have the power now
Power over where you're going to go
Power over where I want your itty bitty self to be
I'm the more powerful of us two
So never think you are…
You'll get no where with that attitude of yours
You're mine now
I can get revenge
And remember I will stop at nothing…
Don't touch me, or come near me
I promise you, you'll regret it
Those few movements of yours
When you're in my path
Can signify life or death when it comes to you
And I'm the bigger being
And I'm the one who's going to judge
And I will stop at nothing
And I promise you
Revenge…
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Avoidance 5-12-98
Are you avoiding me? Am I a pain to u too? I care more then anything for you.... but tell me if you want me to leave.... I know it's tough.... No one knows what to say to me nemore.... avoidance is the best method.... let me down gently.... NO, it hurts more.... I cry.... and I long for that one conversation of few words.... so far apart, yet you're still avoiding me... it hurts me deep inside.... other things to do are more important to you now.... so you avoid, and I hurt.... tell me straight up, tell me now, please, don't leave me to guess.... I love you, but you avoid me....
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