mangled up beaten, scorn and tied confusion eats my mind up inside I try so hard I beat myself down I'm lost so bad, I can't be found Twisted and hurt, scared and bleeding I open myself up for another beating mentally flushed I open my eyes pitch black in darkness I see my demise twisting and turning the knife sinks in thrusting and jerking again and again I lay now bleeding draining my life my pain now numb my eyes open wide holding on to what's left inside
Angelo
Floating ectasy
Sweet instant
Magic delight
Like a panther suspended in flight
Roaming the sky
Stalking the night
One fatal kiss
From the panther's soft lips
Puts a chill in your heart
Thoughts in my mind
Wishing some day
That you could be mine
But oh sweet panther
I must soon retire
Back to sober blindness
Lost in life and meaning
Seeker of death;
Pleasure and Pain.
Seeker of madness;
Insanity to gain.
Miserable child,
Pleasurable goal.
Anger and misery,
for the perturbed lonely soul.
Come unto me miserable one
I'll release you from life; and only then you'll
Find the only true happiness.
Death
Weep weep
Cry you lonesome fiend.
I am nothing to your fantasy of being
Your dream of life; your reality; your world, a world
of vicious lies, deceit, murder
Something you call necessary; government, your game
My pain, your pain; my game.
I will not die for you.
I will not lie for you.
I will not live for you.
Death the only truth.
Death the only true justice
Notes, letters, incantations of the mind; script post thought. Infinitely nothing, but infinitely everthing. Imagination, thought, and believability. The only true reality is what you see, what you know to be fact, or is it fiction? Death, the end of life; but death not ends it but only changes the game. Ups the Stakes. Life is nothing (But perception), therefore death is all (but nothing).
Manson's ChildDepression, loneliness, happiness, joy, kinda blissful. All in the same moment,
causes confusion. Reason not unknown; but latent. But what will I do when the mess begins?
The trading of a simple problem for a big one. Trading the known for the unknown. Scary to say the least.
The mess has begun. Inquiry to death, losts souls. Insanity has struck
with the cold fury of a blind messenger. The message of love, heartache, confusion. Cancer of the mind; death of tghe soul.
Quickening a rebirth into something new, something unknown. Something lovely; also frightening. Hurt misery,
pain. What are the new rules of the game of ; life, death, love, birth (rebirth)? The madness has begun.
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