life's a bitch but...this is my bitch

NEWS

may4rd2:45am 1999well here i am again up late with nothing to do...i am bored with Mirc...my quickacam is bothering me....im pissed that chris sheppard is not cominh to saint john....i am pissed that saint john does not have any KEWL music/dj shops...maybe that is waht i have to do...ummm....

what is new...well i went to a rave in HALIFAX NOVA SCOTIA on saturday(mayday) it was awesome...we got there about 1:30am...got our "e" by 2am and dosed by 3:30am...it was the shit...it was awesome...i took a triple7...that was not to bad...better than that "pappa smurf" shit i took in moncton...i had a choice between "euro"..."little yellow" or "triple seven", i thought how canu go wrong with 3x7...so i was right...just when i thought i got some bad shit after a half hour...BANG....there it was...then i noticed everyone was dosing..it was cool...then SOS was spinning...chariffe was spinning when i started to dose, but SOS was awesome...i had the most incredible time...i went with my best friend jesse, melinda, her boy friend tyson, steve and his girlfriend kelly...we had a lot of fun....i gave away a lot of jolly ranchers...umm i bought a whistle which was stolen or lost by the end of the rave which made me very sad....i meet some friends...i stayed til 1:30pm...it was awesome...by that time there were only about 30 of us still there....true raver boys..and gals...lol....i can not wait til the next real rave....umm i just can not wait....if u want to go the next rave in the maritimes here is a site to go to...rave me

i am still worming at bootlegger and i am working a lot of hours...because my assistant manager is away for manager meetings...and then when she comes back she goes on vacation...umm...

i can reconmend everyone trying out irc idf you do not have it..u can meet a lot of new ppl there....hehe...well im getting a bit tired....take it easy....keep it fresh...savvy


april 8thMY FRIEND TIM R. HAS TOLD ME HE WAS DISSAPOINTED THAT I HAVE NOT MENTIONED HIM IN MY THOUGHTS PAGE, SO I DECIDED TO DEDICATE THIS ENTRY TO HIM. I WILL DESRCIBE TIM IN THREE WAYS;MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND OTHER PPL'S PERCEPTION...I WILL TRY TO BE AS ACCURATE AS POSSIBLE TIM R. HAS A VERY GOOD HEAD ON HIS SHOULDERS....WELL I THINK HE DOES...TIM IS VERY RATIONAL EVEN THOUGH HE CAN LET THINGS GET TO HIM A LITTLE TOO MUCH, THOUGH HE IS YOUNG.

TIM KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS TO DO WITH HIS LIFE, WELL TO THE BEST OF HIS ABILITY, hehe...HE IS YOUNG SO HE CAN CHANGE HIS MIND OF COURSE, BUT WHEN HE SETS HIS MIND ON A GOAL HE IS VERY COMMITED TO HIMSELF...FOR EXAMPLE: HE IS READING THIS INCREDIBLE BOOK KINDA LIKE A SELF HELP BOOK TO A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF ONESELF AND HE IS VERY COMMITED TO IT AND IT'S OBJECTIVE AND I ADMIRE THAT...ANOTHER QUALITY I LIKE ABOUT TIM IS HIS ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE WITH HIS FRIENDS, TIM IS A GREAT LISTENER(EFFECTIVE AND EFFECIANT(sp))AND HE ALWAYS HAS SOMETHING TO SAY...WHEN THE CONVERSATION GETS SILLY HE TOO CAN BE SILLY...I LIKE THE FACT THAT WE CAN TALK ABOUT SERIOUS MATTERS ABOUT EACH OF OUR LIVES AND THEN AT A DROP OF A HAT WE CAN TALK LIKE SCHOOL GIRLS...LOL

ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HIS DEDICATION IS HIS WILL TO DO WELL IN SCHOOL HE WORKS HARD AND WELL HARD AT HIS SCHOOL WORK...AS A SECOND YEAR COMPUTER SCEINCES STUDENT I AM SURE HE WILL DO WELL, MAINLYY BECAUSE HE IS VERY TALENTED ARTISICALY, YOU SHOULD SEE SOME OF HIS PAINTINGS...I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE A COUPLE HANGING IN MY HOUSE...WELL ENOUGH ABOUT HIS BRAIN....

NOW LETS TALK ABOUT SEX SEX AND SEX.....LOL...YES TIM R. HAS SEX, MIND YOU NOT WITH MANY PPL...LOL.....BUT HE IS A GOOD LOOKING BOY( BY BOY I MEAN HE IS BETWEEN 17-24) I THIN HE IS VERY CUTE, HE IS TALL GUESSING ABOUT 6'2" HE IS VERY SLENDER HE PROBABLY WEIGHS 145-150LBS IF THAT, HE IS SKINNY WHICH IS ONE OF HIS INSECURITIES, WHICH I TELL HIM HE SHOULD NOT BE BUT ALAS HE IS...OH WELL...HE HAS DARK CHOCOLATE BROWN HAIR WITH SOME HIGHLITES, HE HAS A NICE ROSEY COMPLEXION, HE HAS A HAIRY CHEST, AND HE DRESSES VERY NICE....OF COURSE....TIM HAS THE BEAT, HE CAN DANCE...I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM DANCE IN MONTREAL BUT IM SURE HE PUTS ON A SHOW....lol...BUT HERE AT HOME IM SURE HE TAMES HIS WILDSELF...I HAVE NEVER SLEPT WITH TIM(X) BUT FROM WHAT I HEAR HE IS WILDBOY WHO LIKES A TAI MASSAGE...UMMMM....WELL..ENOUGH SAID....

PPL SEE TIM AS A NICE GUY, AND STR8 ACTING...I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY THINK THAT....lol...BUT I TOO USE TO THINK HE WAS...THEY SEE TIM AS AN HONEST, SINCERE, FUN LOVING FRIEND...UNTIL U MEET TIM R. IT WOULD BE WISE TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS WELL HE SAYYS HE IS SHY!!! RIGHT!! WELL DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND THAT HE IS A SNOB...HE IS JUST THE STRONG SILENT TYPE!!! HIS HOME IS HERE IN THE SAINT JOHN AREA...BUT HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS AND HE LOVES MONTREAL....ILL MISS HIM A GREAT DEAL....ILL MISS NOT GIVING HIM LIKE 3 POUNDS OF CANDY WHICH HE DOES STORE AT ALL WELL NOT IN WEIGHT MAYBE ENERGY!!! UMM!!! BUT I WILL MISS TALKING ABOUT HIS ADVENTURES.....ALL THE BEST TO TIM!! VIVA LA VIA RAIL!!!


march13/14/15...99....well what can i possible say...saturday i went to a rave....at tHE dumont...i went there about 1am'ish and i had a shit load of fun.....i did a hit and a half of "E"and one hit of speed.....it was amazing....i went all night....the best fun i had in ages and i am planning on doing it again i think i want to live for the scene for awhile.....i completely enjoyed myself....i meet so many cool ppl.....matt u rock and chantel ur a hit.....well adam ur sexy and kellyy u still have the best tits around and well steve what can i say, i still want you and anson i enjoyed ur company.....hehe....umm....joan i love you and jesse well ur my bud.....amber u are the bomb....."magic friend" u spin girl.....i would like to thank bootlegger for there awesome advice on myy jeans i wore i wore silver extreme jeans...they rock....i bought them for 73 bucks...awesome..... then i came down hard about 7ish maybe 6:30am'ish....i just bummed out...the speed still gave me the bump but it was nothing like the "e".....well i know i am going to do it again and o strongly reconmend "e" to everyone.....oh yeah i have to say that james the cute buff str8 boy made me rock when he took his shirt off and i think its cool u do not drink or smoke or do drugs.....i have never done drugs til i did the "e" and well it was great....i have freinds that do it a lot and well they still seem fine, for now......sunday was a hard day i was up and edgy and i had the shakes for a whilei feel very hot and i feel very low but i feel like i want to party more and more.....i just want to party still it is now 3:11am monday morning and i am wide awake....what am i going to do i hope i do not have to work this day...god i hope not....well i guess i should at least try and close my eyes....maybe that will help....btw i went to toronto and i was on electric circus and well i had a lot of fun ....i better end it here...salut

FEB 20TH/99....SO I GUESS I HAVE NOT BEEN KEEPING THIS PAGE UP TO DATE AS I WOULD LIKE BUT I GUESS THAT IS EXPECTED FROM A BUSY BOY SUCH AS MYSELF.....well my freind brandi got a job at a vet clinic....hurray for her....the big BIG NEWS IS THAT I WILL BE ON EleCTRIC CIRCUS...AWESOME!!...well i am also going to toronto feb24-march7th i am going with a friend lisa v. we are staying in little italy....yummy....we are going by train...ugg....well the dj thing is still going well its not i am sstill spinning but only ever other friday which really sucks....i may move on the the str8 scene...a lot of friends want me to move on there bars so i just may.....i also called an internet friend ld he lives in australia...hes a cutie...well...work is going fine too ill leave there web page in the link page for u all to see i go there sometimes to leave messages in teh message board...so hey go on over....school is going ok....my friend paul c. is no longer dating my best friend JESSE he moved on...oh well...myy other good friend amber has had a bad few weeks...she lost her great grand mother and her first cousin....my heart goes out to you...oh yeah when i go to toronto i am going to meet a ck model..his name is LAMONTE...umm well i am also going to meet avery(eric) and robocam(rob) there web page is son my links page too they are really cute....well...what else is new!! oh I AM GETTING MY CAM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HURRAY.....ALSO I JOINED THE YMCA...WELL I GUESS I BETTER END THIS NOW HEHE...RAYMOND OUT...KEEP IT FRESH SAVVY

JAN. 12TH WELL I AM BACK ONLINE I AM ABLE TO SEE THE WORLD AS IT SHOULD BE SEEN......THANK YOU VERY MUCH AJ......I GOT MYY ONE MARK = ONE PERCENT AND I PASSED "HR" THANK YOU CHRISTINE C. SORRY AGAIN FOR THE BLUNTNESS OF MY EMAIL...AND THANK YOU TO ALL OF U WHO PRAYED AND EMAILED ME WITH UR SUPPORT......WORK IS GOING OK.....WHAT A DIFFERENCE WORKING THE X-MAS RUSH TO PRACTICALLY NO SALES..WELL....MY BEST BUD JESSE( HE LIVES UPSTAIRS) HAS MEET THE CUTIEST BOY I HAVE EVER SEEN IN A LONG TIME HIS NAME IS PAUL C. I AM NOW TAKING NEW CLASSES....MARKETING, EDWARDIAN-VICTORIAN HISTORY, ECON, AND MATH AGAIN!!!! I HAD A FEW FRIENDS THIS PAST WINTER (NOV) THAT WERE PUT OUT BY A FIRE AND THERE IS A BENEFIT FOR THEM AT BOGARTS THIS FRIDAY....ALL SHOULD ATTEND.....UMMM.....I AM NOT TO SURE WHAT ELSE..OH YES MY FUCKING LITTLE BROTHER DANNY JONES STOLE MYY QUICK-CAM THIS X-MAS.....SO I MAYY NOT BE ON FOR ABOUT A WEEK OR SO....WELL TIL TOMORROW.....OH YEAH HELLO BRANDY!!!!

january 7th happy new year merry christmas...and all that stuff.....well i got my marks back....i did not do that shit hot.....but i did do as i expected.....i am now into my second term...hurray well what has been going on..not much it is now 2:18pm my time, and i must get to class....after class at 4pm i have to go to work for 4:30pm-10pm.....bummer...oh well...soon enough i will have my home pc up and running...sorry guys the $$$ is slow coming in
december ninth......WELL I HAVE WRITTEN 2 EXAMS SO FAR AND I WRITE ANOTHER TONIGHT AT 7PM SO IF ANYONE CAN STEAL BUY THE EXAMIT WOULD BE GREATLY APRRECIATED.....LOL.....WELL I HAV EHEARD A LOT OF THINGS THAT MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND.....I HAVE A NEW FRIEND OR TWO ......I HOPE TO HAVE THERE PICTURES UP ON GALLERY PAGES SOON......THEY ARE PAUL CRILLEY AND HIS FRIEND JULIE( JULIE IS STR8) PAUL'S A REALLY CUTE GAY BOY HE JUST TURNED 18 IN OCTOBER.....ALL THE CUTE BOYS BIRTHDAYS ARE IN OCTOBER....LOL....I HAVE HAD IT OUT WITH ONE OF MY CO-WORKERS...MY FIRST CONFRONTATION...WHEW....ANYWAY....WHAT ELSE IS NEW???? NOT A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT ACTUALLY SCHOOL IS OVER FOR THIS SEMESTER...I AM GETTING READY FOR THE CHRISTMAS SEASON AND WELL I GUESS THAT IS ABOUT IT ACTUALLY...I WOULD LIKE TO WISH MY GOOD FRIEND RIO(SPELLING) A SAFE TRIP BACK TO JAPAN.....HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON....HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAYS.....A FRIEND SEAN IS GOING TO TORONTO TO GET LAID FOR THE CHRISTMAS BREAK......LOL NO ACTUALLY HE IS FROM THERE...BUT IT SOUNDS BETTER.....MY BEST FRIEND FROM MY CHILDHOOD(BRANDI) HAS MOVED BACK FROM THE BIG CITY OF TO. SHE HAS LIVED THERE FOR A FEW YEARS I HAVE NOT SEEN HER IN ALMOST 2 YEARS...NOT MUCH AS CHANGED WITH HER...SHE SOUNDS THE SAME TO ME ON THE PHONE..SHE HAS BEEN BACK ABOUT A WEEK AND I HAVE YET TO SEE HER I HAV EBEEN SO BUSY...WITH WORK AND SCHOOL HOPEFULLY SOON...WELL I GUESS THIS WILL BE IT FOR THIS ENTRY....HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON...OH BY THE WAY ROBOCAM IS BACK AND RUNNING NOW BUT EVERYONE PLEASE LET HIM ADJUST TO LIFE AGAIN HE JUST BROKE UP WITH A GIRL
december 1st I CANNOT BELEIVE IT IS ALREADY DECEMBER!! I HAVE NOT BEEN UP TOO MUCH.......just a littel school work and a little work....not much.......so what are you guys up to these days!!?? school ends on dec4th...BLAH... were is robocam is he dead is he working a lot i am not to sure what to think...robocamummm what is going on here i realize it is a small world but why is everyone disappearing.....where are you rob....i have not seen my little brother in ages does anyone know how he is?well i gotta go to class it is only 9:10am here so i better go....well i am back it is now 9:18am lol i have not yet left for class it is a boring class...well it is not all that boring....well....what are we going to talk about....i am very frustrated that my home pc is still not connected to the net...so all my communication is here at school...so i am limited to what i can and can not do...lol...right now i am between three windows...here making my entry and alter-zone and hotmail....what is a guy to do!!!....lol...well ummm...i can give you guys the alter-zone site if u want it i spend sometime in it...or u can icq me here at school i am presently trying to conncet my quickcam to teh school pc...so u guys can watch me here at school...i am not sure if the school system can support the quickcam but we shall soon see...
november12th today is our 6 year anniversary.......HURRAY!!!!!!! WELL THTS ALL I AM OING TO SAY CAUSE I GOTTA GET HOME( IAM AT SCHOOL NOW) CAUSE WE HAVE THINGS TO DO....HEHE
november11.............nothing much................
november 10th well i have yet to get my computer fixwd yet i have been very busy......gee...and i guess i have not been going to school all that much either....too much going on at home and ...........well anyway....i hope every one gets to see this posting before i am up and running again.....at the moment there is thois amazing gorgeous guy sitting at the computer in front of me .....anyway....i really do not have much to say......umm....our aniversay is this friday....it will be 6 years.....well i guess i better get back to work....lol...i am at school....
october 29th well tuesday was my 24th birthday i feel really funny...oh well i hada great day more or less...i had a horrible law exam that day so u can understand how i felt.....our computer crashed kinda windows 95 lost essential files to the dial up networking, so we can not get on the net we have tried everything....even reinstalling wins95....well if u have any other suggestions....the only way i can check my mail is from school and that really bites...so please send all mail to my hotmail account or my school account....i got a job at BOOTLEGGER....hurray music world the fucks did not hire me, well thats there loss i am very happy with bootlegger.....brian and i are having fun....the fall is my fave season so we are going for walks and stuff....i have not dj'd in a while cause of school and stuff but i did dj for 3 weeks straight.....i now have a cordless telephone which is really cool i guess it takes getting use to...i do not have much to say....well earlier i mentioned a friend that moved to saint john well he feel off tha wagon he is now doing drugs and booze again...if anyone has any suggestions please let me know!! well thats all for now!!
OCTOBER26TH....I AM AT SCHOOL AGAIN MY COMPUTER CRASHED AT HOME...GRR.....ALISHA A GIRL I GO TO SCHOOL WITH IS WRITING A SYNOPSIS ON FISH STUFF SHE WILL PUBLISHED IN A WELL KNOWN RESEARCH JOURNAL....SHE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.....ANYWAY SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON CAM...AS I SAID MY CAM IS OUT OF ORDER BECAUSE MY HARD DRIVE LOST SOME NETWORK FILES...GRR....SO I AM A LITTLE PISSED....

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW

WELL I WILL BE 24 JUST A BOY...LOL" I WANNA BE A REAL BOY" (PINOCHIO)....NOT MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON....I AM REALLY ITCHY....I USED A NEW BRAND OF SOAP...GRR....WELL I GUESS THAT IS ALL FOR NOW.....OH YES I RENTED TWO MOVIES LAST NIGHT I RENTED "BOOGIE NIGHTS" AND "A PERFECT MURDER" BOTH WERE REALLY GOOD I THOUGHT.....AND ALSO A GOOD NETFRIEND IS RETIRING FROM THE INTERNET HE IS NO LONGER ADDICTED TO THIS MIND POISONING REVOLUTION....SO THAT SIT FOR NOW!!
PS(OCTOBER 22) i will be adding a nonjava page to my cam site so everyone can see me live....lol..so give nme a few days i have been very busy with schoola nd i still have to learn the codes for nonjava crap well keep in touch....latter....
october 22ndwell my birthday is in 5 days HURRAY!! WELL NOT MUCH IS GOING ON LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVING A LOT OF SCHOOL WORK LATELY..BRIAN WILL BE GOING ONTHE PATCH SOON HE S VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT....WELL I GUESS I DO NOT HAVE MUCH ELSE TO SAY.....TAKE CARE MAYBE ILL ADD MORE TO THIS LATTER....

OCTOBER 19TH

...WELL LOTS HAS BEEN GOING ON LATELY....SATURDAY NIGHT I WENT TO A RAVE...MY FIRST IN SAINT JOHN A GOOD FRIEND TYSON PUT THE SHOW ON IT WAS AWESOME...THERE WERE ABOUT 60-75 PPL CAME THROUGH THE DOOR.....I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HELLO TO MY NEW FRIENDS FROM FREDDY....BETH AND MYLES AND HELLO TO TABITHA FROM HALIFAX..HEY WHERES THE BABY POWDER....AMBER ONE OF Y BEST BUDS IS NOW SICK WITH WHAT I HAD SHE IS BLAMING ME FOR HER MISFORTUNES BUT...I THINK IT IS A LOAD OF CRAP SHE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HER OWN HEALTH...OH WELL....BRIAN AND I HAD A WONDERFUL WEEKEND, WE SAW A GREAT MOVIE " IN THE GLOAMING"....WELL I ALSO HAD AN INTERVEIW WITH "BOOTLEGGER" THE INTERVEIW LASTED 2.5 HOURS I THINK IT WENT VERY WELL.....THIS WEND. I HAVE A WORKING INTERVEIW...!! WELL WHATELSE HAS BEEN GOING ON....UMMMM...I WORKED 13 HOURS THIS WEEKEND @ $$12.00 AN HOUR SO I WILL HAVE SOME SPENDING MONEY SOON!!! A GOOD FREIND OF MINE JUST BOUGHT A CAM SO I THINK I MAY CREAT A SECOND CAM PAGE SIMILAR TO ROBOCAM'S PAGE FOR AVERY..... HE LIVES IN P.E.I....UMM I HAD A MATH MIDTERM ON FRIDAY AS WELL AND WELL IT WAS MATH AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOWME...I AM NOT THE BEST IN MATH...WELL I GUESS THAT IS ALL...OH YES....ONE MORE THINGA MEMORIAL FOR MATT SHEPARD...BYE...FOR NOW!!!
october 14th well i am still not feeling well..how are u guys feeling? i found some great mp3 sites and i am trying to figure out how to get them onto my web site so u guys can access them i got some great stuff for u to listen to....it is a mazing!!! anyway....umm well i would like to introduce a new feature i will soon be doing...i will be having a web site pick of the day...this will be a great way to tell ppl like you how and where to surf the great places of the web...todays web pic is matt flemmings homepages...he is a great guy( go look in the links pages)....for all of you who have icq icq me and hey don't forget to sigh the guest book..are u having trouble submitting ur entry...well this is geocities problem not mine...i am not sure what is going on but keep trying jsut use ur back buttonand resubmit it...ok thanks....and hey advertise my site for me...thanks.....other than that my cats have tapeworm...like u wanted to know that, brians company he works for is celebrating there 10 eyar anniversary.....so i guess i will end it there and the thought of the day is HAVE UR PET SPADE OR NEUTERED!!!
OCTOBER 13 TH GOOD NEWS brandi my best friend since i was a small boy is moving back from toronto from november-january she is not very sure yet when exactly!! craig is now iN toronto working 4 coles/smith books in the human resource dept...all my love to him...I AM SICK TODAY I HAVE BEEN TAKING VIT.C FOR OVER A MONTH NOW AND I AM SICK...GRRR...THAT BUGS ME....i have a school project to do and that really bugs me that i am getting sick now... i was really excited working with my group....my 24B-DAYTH IS COMING IN 14 DAYS.....!!!!! ummm what else is new...my aunt kim is having a baby....amber now has a part-time bf......jesse will be out of work at pizza hut til december his store caught on fire!!! not good news....for all of you WHO ARE GAY, BI, STR8, AND OR OTHER LETS TAKE A MOMENT TO PRAY FOR MATTHEW SHEPARD'S FAMILY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS BOY PLEASE GO HEREA MEMORIAL FOR MATT SHEPARDTHIS BOY OF ONLY 21 YEARS OF AGE WAS TORTURED AND LEFT FOR DEAD IN A SENSLESS HATE CRIME BY TWO HIGH SCHOOL DROP-OUTS....WE NEED NOT GLORIFY MATTHEW, HE WAS NOT PERFECT NOR ARE WE BUT SHOULD HE HAVE BEEN MURDERED FOR WHO HE WAS....SHOULD ANOTHER HUAMN OUT OF THERE OWN IGNORANCE, INTOLERANCE, AND HUMILIATION HARM AN OTHER PERSON....MATT EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE TAKING FROM THIS EARTH IN A BRUTAL WAY...YOU HAVE HELPED MAYBE HUNDREDS OF YOUNG GAY MALES FROM FUTURE ATTACKS
october 04th....WELL I AM HAVING A LOT OF FUN GUYS AND GALS AND ALL U OTHER FREAKS...LOL...I CHANGED MY SPARE BEDROOM INTO A COMPUTER ROOM SO I CAN HAVE MORE PRIVACY IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN.....HEHE....SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN A WHILE I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY WITH SCHOOL HOMEWORK....I HAVE NOT KEPT THE DJ PAGE CURRENT AS SCHOOL IS VERY BUSY AND THERE ARE A LTO OF CHANGES TO BE MADE...I WILL MAKE MY DJ PAGE INTO A TOP30 PAGE RATHER THAN A TOP 20 PAGE...TEH CAM PAGE WAS UP AND RUNNING YESTERDAY WITH MY BUDDY JESSE WHICH IN FACT WILL HAVE HIS OWN PAGE VIA MY PAGE..ANYWAY HE WAS ON CAM LAST NIGHT....I HAVE ONLY BEEN DJ'N EVERY OTHER FRIDAY BUT THIS MONTH I WILL BE DJ'N THE NEXT TWO FRIDAYS...HURRAY.....BRIAN IS WORKING A LOT WE MADE UP IF ANY OF U OUT THERE HAVE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH OUR SOAP OPERA...LOL....HE IS DONE ALL HIS TRAVELLING.....MY FRIEND COLIN WELL...NEED I SAY MORE....I HAVE A NEW SECRET WWW PAGE AND ONLY THOSE WHO I KNOW VERY WELL WILL GET IT SORRY GIRLS THIS ONE IS NOT FOR YOU....THE BAR I DJ AT HAS ITS OWN URL SITE NOW....ILL POST HTE NEW ADDY SOON....MY BROTHER IS A FUCKING FUCKING ASSHOLE HE STOLE MY HARLEY DAVISON LEATHER JACKET WHICH IS 6 YEARS OLD AND NEVER WORN.....ITS WORTH A LOT OF MONEY....SCHOOL IS OK I GUESS I AM HAVING TROUBLE IN MATH...AGAIN....I FOUND SOME NEW DJ PAGES AND SOME PICTURE GALLERIES FOR THOSE OF U WHO NEED SOME VISUAL STIMULATION.....WELL I WILL END THIS ENTRY FOR NOW...GLAD TO BE BACK SEE U SOON....
september21 WELL THIS WILL BE A QUICK HELLO....BRIAN IS BACK FROM THE BIG CITY....HE IS PRETTY TIRED SO I HAVE NOT REALLY TALKED TO HIM YET....I TOOK MY SISTER OUT TO DINNER THURSDAY NIGHT....$$108.00 DOLLARS BUT IT WAS A NICE MEAL.....I KINDA SET MY GOOD FRIEND JEESE UP WITH THIS REALLY CUTE GUY NAMED RICH(RICHARD) HE IS REALLY CUTE BUT MOST OF ALL HE IS A NICE GUY...UMM....WELL I GOTTA GO TO CLASS...OH MY BEST FRIEND CRAIG GOT A GOOD JOB IN TORONTO...OH WELL...BYE FOR NOW...SORRY I HAFVE NOT BEEN ON CAM A LOT BUT I WILL BE SOON...REALLY!!!
september 17th1:09am...well im up late yet once again...i do not have classes tomorrow....i went out to the abr for a drink or two with my buddies scott,JESSE, colin....we had a good time...then we went to subway....brian went to toronto til monday...maybe sunday...but we did not say our goodbyes we had a tif....i think he is wrong wrong wrong....anyway what has to be learned...never go on a trip without saying goodbye....life is to short...i am doing very well at school so far....i am again still having difficulty with my calculus...grr....i dj this friday...OH YES MY GOOD FRIEND SCOTT IS BACK FROM FLORIDA...THAT BITCH...AT LEAST HE BROUGHT BACK NICE WEATHER......well im off to bed...goodnight
september 11th...well its the second day of school here at the two classes i have taken so far it has been awesome....i have a deadhead and a cool economist as two of my profs...who by the way want us to call them by there first names...brian left for MONTREAL this morning...boo hoo...anyway..my big party is tomorrow night...and i guess i have to make a new dj page but not much is happening with the top 20 page....oh oh OH OH OH i have gotten two time slots at the campus radio staion...so keep in touch and il tell u when u can get the scoop onmy shows....wel til next time...
SEPTEMBER 9TH....3:09AM....SCHOOL STARTS ON THURSDAY AT 10:00AM....HURRAY....NOT MUCH TO SAY....I DJ'D THIS PAST SUNDAY AND IT WAS AWESOME...IT WAS SO COOL VERRY BUSY LOTS OF GOOD VIBES, ANYWAY....I GOT MY STUDENT LOANS ALL SET UP AND CASHED IN.....MIND U I DID LEARN A VALUABLE LESSON...EVEN AT 23 AND AFTER A FEW YEARS OF BEING RESPONSIBLE WITH MY MONEY I TURNED INTO AN UNRATIONAL PERSON AND BOUGHT SOMETHING ON IMPULSE...GRR....MIND U I WAS ABLE TO RETURN IT...IT WAS SO GORGEOUS(SP) ANYWAY I FEEL BETTER NOW..I THINK....DON'T FORGET GUYS AND GALS MY PARTY IS ON SEPTEMBER 12TH SATURDAY NIGHT...MY HOUSE......UMMM...OH U KNOW WHAT WAS VERRY FUNNY I WAS LOOKING AT SOEM PICS IN A NEWSGROUP AND I SWORE ON MY GRANDFATHERS GRAVE THAT A PICURE OF A GUYS CROTCH WAS MINE BUT ONCE I LOOKED AT TEH NEXT PIC I REALIZED IT WAS NOT MY...... SO I WAS VERY RELEIVED....LOL...I BOUGHT A LOT OF NEW MUSIC INTHE PAST 3 WEEKS I HAVE BEEN BUYING MORE TRANCE/TECHNO(HEAVY) HOUSE AND INDUSTRIAL STUFF......I DO NOT THINK THERE IS MUCH MORE TO SAY....SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN WRITING IN THIS FAITHFULLY...BUT I TRY....AND WELL SCHOOL IS STARTING VERY SOON SO I BETTER GET TO BED...
SEPTEMBER 2ND...4:06AM.....WELL I AM UP LATE AGAIN AND ON CAM....I HAVE GOOD NEWS...A REALLY GOOD FRIEND FROM MONCTON(VERRY CUTE TOO) JUST MOVED TO SAINT JOHN...HURRAY!!!! HE WILL BE GOING TO SCHOOL HERE TOO....SO I HOPE THAT I WILL GET ADDICTED TO TEH CAM THING AND WE WILL BOTH BE ON CAM DOING SILLY THINGS.....I GOT MY STUDENT LOAN PROCESSED..GRR....NOT ENOUGH $$$ THOUGH....WHAT ELSE IS NEW...MMMM...WELL MY NOSE STILL HURTS...NO IDEA WHAT IT IS....OH I HAVE A TESTIMONIAL TO TELL U ALL...I BOUGHT THE NEW "GILLET MACH3" RAZOR BLADE...WELL THE FIRST TIME I USED IT I DID NOT LIKE IT AT ALL BUT NOW I LIKE IT A LOT...SO EVEN THOUGH IT IS WAYYYYYYYYY OVER $$$ SOMEPLACES R SELLING IT FOR ALMOST 8 DOLLARS SO WHAT I WOULD RECONMEND IS SHOP AROUND FOR THE CHEAPEST PRICE...THEY'RE BLADES ARE PRICEY TOO...... WELL THERE IS ONE GOOD TESTIMONIAL...ILL GIVE A BAD ONE TOMORROW...WELL TILL THEN...REMEMBER THERE IS A PARTY SEPTEMBER12TH....SEPT.12TH PARTY AT MY HOUSE
AUGUST 30TH 11:57AM....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!

well all i have to say is my fuckig nose hurts....since tuesday right where the bone meets the cartildge(sp) it really hurts i think i must have slept on it for a long period of time or maybe brian bopped me in my sleep...lol but it is swollen up and is very sensitive to the touch...last night in bed we were going at it...and well i got an elbow in the nose at 4am...ooouch!!! i am not going to the hospital cause it is too funny "raymond jones"....."yes"..."what happened"...."i hurt my nose"...."how"..."i think i slept on it"....id rather complain instead.....what else is NEW well not much...i have to go to school tomorrow and get my loan...hurray....ill be on tonight after 12am(my time)
AUGUST 28TH 3:00AM...why am i always up so late...anyone want to give me a job...shift work...lol...well my little brothers birtday is AUGUST 30TH..HE WILL BE 21 YEARS OLD.... his picture is in the gallery....MAN am i every bored and my belly hurts too, im lactose intolerant...and i have an irritable bowel...ug...so ANYWAY...whats new well WE have been getting a lot of email asking us where is brians picture...ANSWER: brain does not want his picture take'n...for those of u who watch us on cam.. i(raymond) am always on after 12am(my time) and sometimes in the afternoon....school STARTS in a few days...anyone want to contribute to my scholastic fund may do so....my best buddy amber(gallery) lives up stairs but has been gone most of the summer...she cums home this weekend...PARTY... i plan to have a party DID U HEAR ME A PARTY september 12th....or maybe the 8th .....i wanna have a aprty for either the end of summer :-( or for a b4 school bash...well keep in touch...

AUGUST 25TH 5:49AM...WELL A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE I LAST WROTE IN THIS PAGE....SORRY!!! WELL WHAT IS NEW...I HAVE LOTS OF PIC STO ADD TO THE GALLERYS....I GOT MY STUDENT LOAN(WHICH IS NOT ENOUGH)....UMM BRIAN IS GOING TO MONTREAL AND TORONTO THIS COMING MONTH...MY LITTLE BROTHERS BIRTHDAY IS CUM'N UP VISIT HIS WEBPAGE...REGARDING THESE PAGES..THE CAM PAGE HAS BEEN CHANGED DRAMATICALY, THERE IS A CHAT ROOM AND THE CAM PAGE HAS A NEW THEME..ROMPER ROOMcam.. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS VISITED THE PAGES AND I ENGOURAGE EVERYONE TO SIGN THE GUESTBOOK...SO WE CAN EMAIL U BACK....WELL SCHOOL STARTS ON SEPT.10TH....I GUESS THATS IT FOR NOW OH YES ONE MORE THING

EVERY COMPANY STOP SPAMMING ME

AUGUST 14&15TH....
    WELL THIS WAS THE BIG DAY.. BRIAN WOW $300.00 DOLALRS AND WE BOUGHT A QUICK CAM, CONNECTIX....WELL THAT WAS THE FUN PART...NOW WE ARE GOING THRU HELL TRYING TO GET IT WORKING....WELL WE PRETTY MUCH GOT IT TOGETHER...ITS JUST THE WIRES I THINK THEY ARE MAKING A BAD CONNECTION :-( SO WE ARE GOING TO RETURN IT TOMORROW....IT IS NOW 1:26AM SATURDAY MORN AND MY ASS IS SORE...SITTING IN THIS CHAIR...U PERVERTS...ANYWAY...THIS IS THE FIRST FRIDAY NIGHT I HAVE NOT BEEN OUT IN A VERY LONG TIME..IF IM NOT DJ'N IM DANCING...I WAS JUST TO DOWN TO GO OUT NOT HAVING MY NEW TOY WORK...WELL KEEP LOOKING IN THE CAM PAGE....WE ARE TAKING SUGGESTIONS FOR A NAME OF THE SIGHT...
    AUGUST 12/98Well OUR page has been up and running for almost a week now...WE have made many adjustemnts and i am sure many more will be made...WE have added things like background music...a counter per page...graphics..a picture gallery...and guestbook...WE are having a lot of fun creating OUR little corner of the www...WE hope to have one of the BEST sites in eastrenCANADA...if you come to OUR site WE hope YOU enjoy it and please sign the guestbook....

      this page is intended to inform all who come here of what is going on in our lives.....what will be changing with regards to our site...and how you can contact us....

    MY(raymond) best friend of almost 17 years is having a baby.....BRANDI I love you and I hope to see you verrry soon!!! her baby is due OCTOBER 21ST....EVERYONE PRAY SHE IS LATE SO SHE HAS HER BABY ON MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 27TH