Tuesday, May 19, 1998. 12:26AM.
A lot happened today. I did some work out at the park, that was good. Then after that I just sat around and played Starcraft. I did end up goin to the carnival, but not in the way I intended. I just popped in, and happen to have met up with people. So it wasn't a planned thing, and my bet still stands. I did win a carnival prize though. Anybody who wants it lemme know. I'll probably end up giving it away anyhow. I was presented with the possibility of a rumble some time soon. Somethin about some firefighting fairies givin a hard time to one of my kids. That is somethin that is just not done. It'll be interesting to see what unfolds here.
Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
Wednesday, May 20, 1998. 12:49AM.
Well, I have a job interview tomorrow. Gonna talk to the people at the Target whateverstore. Let's see how far I can get before they kick my ass out the door. Things are goin pretty good, so I expect somethin to go bad any day now. I'm ready for it. It seems as if I'm goin to the carnival on Thursday night, let's see if that actually happens. Had a weird experience with phones today, talkin to two different people on two different lines. Very Wacky. Well, I'll be back tomorrow with an update on the Target interview.
Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
Friday, May 22, 1998. 12:19AM.
The job interview proved to be interesting. I filled out the forms, and answered questions like: "What would you do if blah blah blah..." ; "Well I'd yada yada yada..." Time will tell if I actually get this job. Saw Godzilla last night, it proved to be a bit of a disappointment. Godzilla himself was butt ugly. John liked it more than I did. I didn't go to the carnival like I was supposed to tonight, had to help my grandparents pack up for their trip to Cuba. My sister's graduating. Anyway, it's Memorial Day weekend. While everyone else is goin down the shore, I ain't doin jack squat. Oh well. I'll find something to do I hope.
Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
Friday, May 22, 1998. 6:20PM.
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Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
Sunday, May 24, 1998. 9:15PM.
This was a real bad day. I'm havin difficulties with some people and I hate that. I can come off as an asshole sometimes and not really care about it, but those times I'm just tryin to protect myself from being hurt. I'm a real screw up like that. I have three things that are gettin me down and depressed. Two are real serious, one is all that big. It's not somethin I can talk about on the internet or even over the phone, and since I really only decided to talk about my problems this weekend. Once I get it off my chest for the first time, I might have an easier time talkin about it. It's not somethin I can post here, so I apologize to those visitors I don't see regularly. I think I better get goin now, before I spill everything.
Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
Tuesday, May 26, 1998. 10:31PM.
It's been a rough few days for me, I began to kinda think in ways in which I have not felt for some time. I don't know why, sometimes I can be a real prick to myself. I currently have two situations which are distressing me. The irony of it all the one that is not that big a deal is that one that is bringing me down more than the other one should. I'm weird like that, I know. But I had a special person put stuff into perspective, which was what I needed. Next week, after I confess my other problem, I'll try to work up the courage to post it on here.
I have to go in for my drug test tomorrow for Target. I guess if nothing goes wrong, I'll get the job. One of the orientation dates is the same (I pause as I attempt to solve situation # 2) day as my court date with the hillbilly who I accidentally hit with my car on a rainy day. I Hope to do some negotiating so I don't get in a jam. But I am pleased (situation # 2 remains unsolved) that I was offered the job and that's one less thing I have to worry about. But it seems as if I do have some issues to resolve with myself before I can move on with everything.
Didn't mean to bother anyone, just had to get that off my chest.
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