"I hope were together a long time John..."
Chapter III: Reboundgirl
(This is basically the Rebound rant with slight tweaking, you can skip it if you read that, but you might as well just trek on for a reminder)
Yes, my rebound relationship. Maybe I regret who it was with now, but big deal. I suppose everyone does, or else you would have been with them in the first place, right? But you know, it made me feel good. It made me feel a lot better about myself seeing that someone kind of wanted me. I guess it's one time I could excuse a girl lying, because I never look back on that time with any severity. I actually thought of her when I went to sleep and when I was with her, not of the ex from which I was fleeing, or had to flee I guess. It lasted maybe a week and a half... until she called it off, of course. She thought it was too early for me, she said. I don't know the real reason, but I don't quite care either. It's just not important. It was fun for me, kind of exciting, kind of cute. Hmn, I think I was too down to earth and non-materialistic for her. Ehn. I couldn't ever love her, but was quite okay. I have scattered memories of feeling good, of being built up again. As you can imagine or know, getting cheated on kind of does a little something to your ego and self-opinion. Even when she called it off, I just kind of took it with a smile and shook it off, because she was taking it so seriously and it really wasn't serious at all. I remember the first night, with two of my friends circling the block her house was on and staring in the window. Keeping an eye on me so I didn't do anything stupid. Well THAT sure worked, didn't it? Then there was the next day, with morning breath, when she crammed her tongue into my mouth, searching around for a tongue ring. God, she was the worst kisser I ever had. Just terrible. It was like some kind of Russian interrogation technique. BUT I also remember laying down on her gigantic breasts. She had just about the biggest boobs a guy could hope for. And I remember tracing her wonderfully meaty hips with my fingertips making her admit it was getting her really horny. Heh, I think I still have the letter she wrote that said she hoped we'd be together a long time and that we'd better pick out a song (not too punkish, please). And I guess her lies felt good. Still do. It's strange. I just needed a boost like that after being cheated on perhaps. Any other time I would have found it very distasteful. She said how she'd wanted me for a long time, but I always had said ex-girlfriend, so too bad for her, she said. She said that even with her previous boyfriend she had really wanted me. Ah, bless that lying girl and her big breasts! Sweet, wonderful, creative lies that if I had been in my right mind I would have wanted to see through. I guess she was kind of like comic relief. She was sweet at heart, but kind of ridiculous and petty at the same time. Completely out of any reality that was familiar to me. It's quite in explicable and remarkable. And it makes me feel good now even. It does. Hmn, probably the last virgin I'll ever date too. Thanks, Reboundgirl... really though!
Chapter IV: Harveysgirl, an even bigger mistake. Well wait, Reboundgirl made me feel good... hmn... but I guess so did Harveysgirl... ahh shit, just keep reading.
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