It's silly,
and it's pointless,
but I guess so am I, right?
So it shouldn't be such a foreign feeling.
But it always is.
To drop everything else for a while,
and let myself feel like I do...
It's always strange.
People devote their whole lives to how I feel right now
and I don't blame them at all.
If there was something I could do
to feel
~bittersweet~
like *this*
for the rest of my
life...
I'd most likely do it.
It feels nice to give a little of yourself.
To not be so stingy.
To just let it be.
Because it's natural.
Someone or something lets us feel like we do.
Life is a gift. Not one you can return, either.
It's all or nothing.
And I'll kick myself later
for saying it,
or thinking it...
But
it's worth it.
Right now, right now it's worth it.
It's worth that punch in the face
and the early mornings.
Because my God...
...you should see her smile.

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