the person behind me tapped on my shoulder. suprise and scared i freely practice my karate lessons: a BIG smach in the...umm...lower part of the body *wink, wink*
"gee! frickells! why did you do that for?!?!"
"Brian! oh my god! i'm soooooo sorry!... it's all your fault you idiot!", i said while punching him in the arm.
"first of all: OUCH! second of all, why in this world is it my fault????"
"well, let's see, it's like, gee i don't know, 6:00AM! why are ya here? as far as i know you're NOT a morning person."
"you are right! it's a bit my fault, but anyways! and as for what i'm doing here...well...i needed to think about something...but what about you? who are ya goin' to go apoligize to?"
"to Chloe."
"please, please don't talk about her! i just...well... HATE her!"
all i could do was laugh, in the last 6 years that i've known Brian, i've never actully seen hate someone.
"she's just mean.", he add.
"i know but she's my best friend girlfriend..."
"same for me! but i'm not giving here everything she wants."
"ya i know! she's just... a true bitch!"
"hey! watch your language young lady... but you're right. she can even get along with either Leigh Anne, Amanda or you."
"i know! i mean Leigh and Am. are just the best and Chloe's...Chloe's the rest...ya know? the worst humain kind!"
"yep! and frack the biggest Alien movie fan doesn't even see it!"
"Brian that was the lamest joke i've ever heard.", i laughed.
"hey! try to do better when i'm falling into a coma because i'm sooooooo tired...and it's the morning and i've just finished a world wide tour and i...."
"Brian! Brian! you're also the worst person to find excuses!"
"Anyways, back to what we were saying, i think the perfect girlfriend for nick should be a girl like you."
"Brian!!!!!"
"Sorry, Moesha had to told me.... i made her tell me!"
"Then promise..."
"not to tell anyone" we said as a *pure duet* " i promise!" he finished.
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"Ahhhhhhhh! NICHOLAS GENE CARTER YOU'RE A DEAD MAN!!!" i screamed at the top of my lungs.
"Ocean! come on! how could i resist? you were there standing next to the pool, how could i resist to throw you in it?"he said as he ran inside.
"well, at least i was in my bathing suit!" i replied.
well, it had been 2 weeks since that *famous* walk on the beach. i had decided not to apologize to Chloe. i mean as Brian had said himself, why should i? at least Nc and her had stop fighting. but i didn't care that much about them anymore, i mean them as a couple. i had bigger problems, such as nick not buying our [my parents's, my brother's and my own] excuse to why we had moved to Ruskin. Moesha knew, Brian, Kevin, Aj, Howie the Carters etc. everyone knew except Nick.
"Ocean! Gee! girly stop daydreaming!"
"huh? what is it nick?"
"P-H-Ooooooooo-N-E!"
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july 9/99
dear journal,
well who would have thought that i would get myself a website 10 months ago to make a diary out of it? people reading my precious thoughts,at the begining from Montreal and now from somewhere in Florida. at least no one who knows me offline can read this [they don't know about this site]. well, things aren't going like my family and i planed, when we first moved to Florida... well, as i told you guys 4 months ago, with tears in my eyes, i'm dying...slowly dying... my darkest fear... my cancer. my leukemia. luckly i haven't lose my hair with that damn chemo, but now my treatment is over so hopefully i'll get better. but .... everyone knows besides nicholas.... how am i suppose to tell him, that for the last 10 months i've been fighting for my life and that everyone besides him knows????.... i just can't deal with the fact that i have to tell him.... i'll just have to keep it from him...until.... until something [i wish it doesn't] happen. -Ocean