I Wish I May, I Wish I Might


written by Kim Ann

Chapter 24

"Frack you are such an idiot sometimes" AJ thought to himself as he pulled into his laneway. Kymmi was a great friend and lost of fun to be around but there was definatly no sexual or romantic feelings between the two of them. He was head over heels in love with Molly and Kymmi was interested in Nick. He walked into the dark house and scooped up Panda into his arms and carried her upstairs. He tiptoed into the bedroom and smiled at the way the moonlight poured into the room and lit up Molly's peaceful face. AJ walked back downstairs and got his camera and snapped some pictures. "She has never looked as beautiful as she does at this moment" AJ thought to himself as he held the camera to his nose and drank in the beauty of the moment. Panda started to whimper so AJ grabbed the quilt off the spare bed and walked downstairs and lay down on the couch. "Momma is having such a good sleep daddy doesn't want to wake her" AJ petted Panda and said aloud as he turned on the television on low and became immersed in a WKRP in Cinncinati rerun.

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Howie looked at the half eaten food and the empty glasses that were strewn on every available surface of his house and groaned "Screw it, I am going to bed, I will clean it tomorrow." Howie walked upstairs and stripped down to his boxers and climbed into his warm bed. Amidst all the chaos and laughter Howie had been overcome with a sense of lonliness. He missed Jessi and he wished that she had of been there with him instead of thousands of miles away in Seattle. He shut off the light and was soon asleep.

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Skylar tried to ease herself out of Kevin's arms when she heard Hannah fussing in her nursey for her feeding. She padded down the hallway naked and smiled at her daughter. "Hi pumpkin" Skylar picked her up and brought to her breast and as Hannah fed, Skylar smoothed down her curls that always seemed to resist tidying. "what is momma going to do when you get older and we have to comb these every morning before school?"

"Ah let her make a statement and go with messy hair" Kevin stood naked, in the doorway watching the two loves of his life interact in a moment of tenderness. "Do you know how much these late night feedings mean to me? I get to see my daughter bond with my wife, it is so beautiful" Kevin kissed his wife softly and smiled at his daughter. "What am I going to do when she is too old for these feedings, what am I going to do then?" Kevin asked with a hint of sadness.

Skylar took a deep breath "Now is the perfect time, he just opened up the topic to you" she pepped herself up. "Well baby I don't think you will have to wait for too long before you get to share in this again."

Kevin saw her eyes fill with tears and he kissed her excitedly "Baby, are we....oh my god another" Kevin was talking a mile a minute.

"SO I take it that you are not mad?"

"Mad? Are you crazy? Baby I love Hannah and I love you. I cannot wait to have another child, hell I want a baseball team made up of little Richardsons with their mother's soft eyes and beautiful smile and their daddy's athletic abilities, god baby everytime I think you are finished surprising me you end up making a miracle." Kevin buried his face in his wife'e neck and thanked god for bringing him Skylar.

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"Well I must say little man you gave me quite a workout on that dance floor" Kim Ann teased as she and Nick sat in the sand, on the beach behind Nick's house. They had gotten back from the party and decided to have a midnight picnic on the beach.

"Well that's because I had a partner who made me that hot" Nick leaned back on Kim Ann's knees and wedged his way in between her legs so that his head and upper back was resting on her chest. He ran his hands up and down her bare legs and looked out at the crashing waves.

Kim Ann kissed the top of his head and reached for a strawberry and dipped it in the now, cooling chocolate. She took a bite and let the chocolate merge with the tartness of the strawberry and then fed the other half to Nick. Nick reached back and pulled her head down to meet his and licked the leftover chocolate from her lips. "Tasty" he smirked as he saw the look of pure enjoyment and bliss in Kymmi's eyes. "Kymmi?"

"Yes?" Kim Ann ran her hands through his hair and down his neck where they started to massage his shoulders.

"I really like you, and I am glad that we are getting closer but I have a confession."

Kim Ann stopped and leaned down close to Nick's face "What is it Nicky?"

"I am really scared of you."

Kim Ann felt her anger flare and she pushed Nick away from him "What the fuck is that supposed to mean, you are afraid of me...Jesus"

"That's not the way I meant it, just listen to me." Nick reached for Kim Ann's hand and held it to his face. "Kymmi you are so different from me, you are confident and outgoing. I am shy and unsure of everything I do. I am afraid that I could never satisfy you and that I would disappoint you"

Kim Ann started to cry at the heartfelt confession that Nick had just presented to her and she kissed his lips softly " I have a confession too, I am scared to death. I mean you are a Backstreet Boy, the most lusted after one at that. I am only a career woman, no fame and no fortune, I am scared that I will bore you. I mean how could I ever compete with all the models and movie stars that throw themselves at you"

"Well aren't we pathetic, we are both afraid of one another" Nick broke the awkward but soft moment with a nervous laugh "Kymmi who could ever be bored with you around? Now are all those strawberries and chocolate done because I want to kiss you again and your lips and tongue are awsome covered in chocolate and strawberries." Nick smiled and pulled her in close.

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