Molly watched the guys do their interviews, sitting off to the side with Mike from management and Leighanne. She had jumped in the van with Nick and Brian as to avoid Howie who would travel with AJ. She caught herself watching the way Howie licked his lips before he answered a question, the way his hands rubbed his thighs when he was deep in thought and the way his mouth curled up with amusement when one of the guys said something funny. She knew that realistically she could not avoid talking to Howie for the rest of the tour but she was not ready to look into his eyes and confess who she really was. She wanted to pretend for a little longer that she was the well put together, confidant and beautiful woman that they all knew her to be. She had trusted AJ with her secrets and she knew that they were safe with him. Her cell phone went off and she walked into the hall and took the call.
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"God Molly I have been trying to get your attention all morning, I have been stealing glances at you throughout this interview and yet our eyes never meet. I want to flash you an understanding smile and wink to let you know that I am here if you need to talk." AJ watched her walk out into the hallway.
He had used every ounce of strength in himself to not kiss her while she slept last night. It had torn him up to see her so upset last night and all he had wanted to do was run after her in the club and cup her face in his hands and kiss her. He wanted to look into her eyes and tell her that he would never hurt her like Howie did and that he would protect her from harm forever. He had spent most of the early morning trying to figure out when he had fallen for her. He hadn't been able to pin point it but he knew that the minute she had cut him down that first morning on tour she was one of a kind. "Leave it to me to fall for someone who likes my best friend, leave it to me to fall for someone with a past..shit why I can't I find someone who has no secrets?" AJ was deep in thought when Nick elbowed him in the ribs to signal that the interviewer was talking to him.
~~**~~
" I wonder how Skylar is? God I cannot wait to finish this interview and call her. I can't wait to hear what the doctor says and to hear our child's heartbeat over the phone.... AJ shut up so we can finish," Kevin thought to himself.
~~**~~
" I wonder if my mom is going to call and tell me that I look tired.... I wonder if Leighanne remembered to call the vet and schedule Tyke's appointment. I wonder if Molly is going to talk to Howie..man B-rok think about the interview..." Brian shook the thoughts that were swimming in his mind away and looked at Leighanne and winked.
~~**~~
"Jesus I am hungry. This chair is freakin uncomfortable, my ass is itching...bet that bitch I slept with the other night gave me something..should of known that the smell wasn't normal, what is that saying...If it smells like chicken keep on lickin, if it smells like trout get the fuck out?...damn that blonde in the front row as some tits..what I wouldnt do to get into her panties," Nick grinned and tried to get the blonde's attention.
~~**~~
"Look at her, she is purposely not looking at me. Damn her! I am going to corner her and ask her what the hell is going on, I hope that my yearbooks are waiting at the hotel." Howie looked at AJ and then at Molly who had walked back into the room. "Something has got to change"
~~**~~
"These little pricks are not even paying attention, that little blonde
shit
is devouring that girl in his mind. Poor little shit wouldn't know what
to
do with a girl like that. That long haired guy has been off in another
world..The caterpillar eyebrow guy never shuts up and the weird kid has
been
staring at his manager the entire show...little assholes think they are
too
good for my show," The interviewer thought to himself as he made the
observations of the various guys.
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