CHECK my PULSE ... WITH a RAZOR
FEEL my HEART BEAT ... on the EDGE of a BLADE
CUT my THROAT ... to SPITE my SPIRIT
FEAR and PAIN and ANGER fade ... I'M NOT AFRAID

once i LOVED my fellow man ... NOW i'm just DISGUSTED
NOTHING goes the way i plan it ... NO ONE can be TRUSTED
first they STOLE my innocence ... then i SOLD my YOUTH
NOTHING here makes any sense ... NO ONE ever tells the TRUTH

you say STOP ... but i'm already DONE
you say STAY ... but i'm already GONE
ALREADY GONE

) : reality is killing me : (

SMASH the PHONE ... NOBODY HOME ... LOCK the DOOR ... LOAD the PISTOL
FINGER on the TRIGGER ... PULL IT !!!
SUCK the BULLET from the BARREL

you say STOP ... but i'm already DONE
you say STAY ... but i'm already GONE
ALREADY GONE

TAKE MY LIFE ... PLEASE!