do you know what it's like to struggle? cold eyes, dark, like a brain catch. i wake up and my hands are off. Damn interest drugs. ya know, sometimes i don't even notice when i don't even notice when i'm on fire. NUMB. My body has grown to a point where i can sever major arteries, flesh, and bone through the thought process. Beware of our apetite. my digestive system is dependent on Smarties and Sprite. "Hey, don't tell him that...that young man there works for the company that is solely responsible for keeping me alive." you understand, don't you? given the opportunity, i'd do the same. end the suffering and the lamb turns into a lion, and i turn into a rattlesnake. the circle of cycles resemble me...different levels of the Devil's company. My brain is very tender and soupy, like noodles left in juice over night. LONELY. We're hungry, beware of our apetite, Distant drums bring the news of a kill tonight. my mommy will come and make them go away. i hate everything i see. i want to cut you up and grind yr bones into dust. i want to be with you forever.