I find my self starin' at you, like a portrait work of art.
You've got the most lovely features, eyes so blue, I can swim to you.
How did you get so god damn perfect.
Make my life more difficult than is.
It seems I'm always lookin' for reasons to be near you near your sent.
Sittin' thinkin' things we'd do together if nothing mattered just you and me.
Thoughts run through my mind so constantly
What a perfect time it would be.
Dreamin' of you, Thinkin' of you, Speakin' of you, Singin' of you.
I close my eyes and there you are

I tried to stop but i just can't quit.  Takin' years away from me.
I'm Stuck, Im glued, I cannot move away.  It has become a part of me
Could I be Hypnotized?
Try to fight but i cant resist.  Always ends up in my hand.
Put it down but i cant igonre it.  Finds its way back to me
"Take a drag it won't hurt you", said the man to me.
"Who knows you may even like it", with a grin on his face
Dark and crusty but i do not care.  They dissapear in to me.
Scrappin' change to feed my habit.  It has become a part of me.
Don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna be this way

I look you, you look at me, could it finally be?
You look away, my heart decays, why you doin' this to me?
Why do you exsist?  To break my heart?
Why not take a risk?  And be with me...
Yeah, you and me girl.  Yeah, and take  a chance.
I kiss your lips, you kiss me back, this moment don't last.
I lie awake, in disbelief, love feels so vain.
I want so bad, to be with you, why won't it come true?
I try to move, on from this, pick up the pieces.
I take a step, you push me back, to that point of impair.
I want so bad to be with you, why won't it come true?

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Don't take it away from me
I don't know what your purpose is.  I don't know what you want me to do.

There it is again, that damn noise.
Doesn't it know, i ain't ready to go?
Maybe if i just, prettend it's not there
It'll go away, and leave me alone
Just leave me alone.  Leave me alone.
I don't wanna be bothered, just leave me alone
I said come back later, just not right now.
Leave me alone, leave me alone.
Gettin' nice and comfy, back in the groove.
Feels just like heaven, I don' wanna move.
But wouldn't you know it, its back again.
Can't it take a hint, and leave me alone

Look at that, still reads 1-3-0.  There's no shame, no regrets here at all
I lead a life, just like everyone else.  There ain't no binge 'n purgin'  here
I say I'm not... Anorexic.  nuh-uh
Who are you to tell me what to do and when to do, exactly?
You think there's something wrong with me?
Maybe you should just check 'yo self, cuz you ain't half the self that you think.
Look at a mirror lately?
Fitting clothes from three years ago.
Like that day that I brought it home.
Thin as a stick and I like every bit.
Sticks look just fine to me

I used to turn and run away.  Every time I saw your pretty face
I'd see you walkin' thru the halls, with all your "mall girl" friends
I knew I had no chance with you.  You just we're out of my league
Yet I still sit and wonder... what it'd feel like to get, Just one kiss
But have i forgotten, It could never be my way
Am I only dreamin', we could never be together
Sittin' right across the room.  Lookin' all sweet and lovely in your dress
All I do is sit and drool with my eyes pin-pointed on your sexy legs
Tryin' not to make it obvious, that I was damn in love with you
If I had one wish it'd have to be, to spend the rest of my life...
Just you and me
I could never have you... you're just to much to please
Wouldn't it suck to be me
Livin' out in da ghetto, one dollar to my name
I just don't have what it takes

I have a cat named pickles.  All she does is eat and sleep
Scratchin' her head or clean her hole, that's all she really can do
Walkin 'round the house, like she were queen.  Sniffin' everything in sight
Stoppin' for a scratch every here and there, but otherwise cruisin' around with a strut
My cat is fat and lazy, always sleepin' on the couch
Layin' out like she owns the damn place.  
Stupid ass cat I should throw her out
My cat could probably eat the whole damn world.
Her food bowl is always empty
"Meow, meow, meow" is all you here, until you hook her up with some sort of meal