Hey all this is a few writings that I still have.I lost quite a few of them but they've become lost through out the years. I am still looking for more. They aint much but I like em if you do let me know. Thanx.....
Angelo
New writing's added today 8-21-00
D.O.A.
I feal myself wither away
Another piece dies day by day
Run through rung out dry
Every day I sit and cry
Wondering why ohh why
I have to live through this
Fealing my heart tear out
Beating still as it hits the ground
My life now lays out thin
Mundane, depression set down in
Lifeless is what I am
My heart has died once again
Nothing more can I feal
All sences dead
The pain is all too real.
Angelo

Bleed
Mangled up beaten, scorn and tied
Confusion eats my mind up inside
I try so hard I beat myself down
I'm lost so bad, I can't be found
Twisted and hurt, scared and bleeding
I open myself up for another beating
Mentally flushed I open my eyes
Pitch black in darkness I see my demise
Twisting and turning the knife sinks in
Thrusting and jerking again and again
I lay now bleeding draining my life
My pain now numb my eyes open wide
Holding on to what's left inside
Angelo
Feelings
Frantically I put it up
Unwillingly I filled it shut
It rose with such a surprise
Falling down now before my eyes
Tripping now upon my words
Like falling feathers from a bird,
My decisions made
The ties wound undone
Bleeding wounds to aid
Scarred, now I run
Angelo
Random Thought #1
Frantically screaming
Running, still breathing
Caught in a web
Distraught and lost
No matter the cost
I find myself
Twisting and turning
Relentlessly burning
Cinder and Flame
My mind ignites
Lost, clueless in hell
Caught under a spell
Mind grinds out thin
To learn all over again
How to feel my pain
All too real
I slip off the edge
Falling into nothing
Angelo
Quiver
A thought that sparks in my mind
Lost locked deep behind
Pushed down trapped entwined
Lost in a maze
Dark as coal
Dense as smoke
An echo of reason
Clouded by fear
A voice that beckons me
Drowning me under
Angelo
Falling down
With my eye's I can see
See what becomes of me
I can see it all to well
To see nothing at all
A blank page
A tall sheen wall
And now confronted
I ascend cautiously
Slipping down I grasp outward
Holding nothing
Falling frantically
Euphoria,Ecstasy,Insanity
Flashing before my eye's
It's all to blinding.
Angelo
Random Thought #2
Waiting for day
I lie awake in bed
Eye's focus above
Thoughts race in a frenzy
Sleep far to the left of me
Awake I sit
Quite to tired to sleep
Angelo
*?@!.,
I scream in rage
My hearts a flame
Thoughts in a craze
I've gone insane
Insanity built by time
Unforgiving but so gentle in return
My blood shot eye's
Reveal so much on me
My sanity still lingering
Hanging on by a string
With every tug
My fuse gets shorter
With every pull
I come unglued
Angelo
Phuk up
A decision made
Seals my fate
An unforgivable choice
That should never have to be made
But now there's nothing
I can ever do
Nothing can change
The action that I took
And now my future
Is bleak and gloom
To spend an eternity burning
For things that never should happen
Angelo
Lost thought
My back is sore
From all the scars
And your dagger
Is the cause
Your twisted lies
Haunt me still
Turns my thoughts
Clouds my will
My wounds are now dry
And so is my love for you.
Angelo
Ugly
Times of torture
Ridiculed by all
Sanity left hanging
On the wall to dry
Confusion like a beating
Bruising my mind
A voice of reality
Now just a whisper
Unnerved
Angelo

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